what's the point...
it's a feeling i've been feeling but i've been trying to pretty much ignore but i can't....i feel so alone...and i just feel so depressed...i don't know how i'm going to deal with this for the next few days...i may make people think i'm happy but deep down inside i'm not...i'm not use to having this feeling...sometimes i wish i could just scream or just die...seriously...who would miss me.....people don't care about me...and it just hurts. what's the point of living if u feel like nobody cares about u...u would think that my family would care and i'm pretty sure they do. but i just want to be hugged...or told that somebody loves me...or for someone to tell me i'm special...maybe i'm just crying for attention.
i don't like the thoughts or feelings i feel inside...and i hope i don't wait too long to deal with them...i wish i was going to chapter camp this week...but i guess things just happen for a reason...
i just wish i had joy back in my life...if i still had a passion for being a happy person...i don't like feeling the way i'm feeling rite now...i completely hate it...i'm just gonna go to sleep and see if i'll be feeling better tomorrow.
i don't like the thoughts or feelings i feel inside...and i hope i don't wait too long to deal with them...i wish i was going to chapter camp this week...but i guess things just happen for a reason...
i just wish i had joy back in my life...if i still had a passion for being a happy person...i don't like feeling the way i'm feeling rite now...i completely hate it...i'm just gonna go to sleep and see if i'll be feeling better tomorrow.