Mum Worries!!

Sep 13, 2008 18:23

While DH was out to work this morning, I found myself having a nice hot bath to relieve the aches and pains of having a sproglet growing inside of me (i've actually started to feel said sproglet flutter around in my tummy!! Feels like ticklish butterfly's or bubbles - depends) Anyway, sat in the bath, and i cast a look over to the clothes that were trying on the airer and suddenly I though - 'Oh Fuck, What if my clothes, which look nice and stylish now, look chavvy when I'm pushing a pram around!!!'

Okay, I am actually scared of being labled chavvy mum type.

I love pink, purple and white glittery clothing and when I wear make up, I love lots of black eyeliner, glittery eye shadows and all sorts! So I thought to myself, maybe I'll dull down my postantal warobe with nice natural colours, but then worried that I'd look like a worn out, I've only just given birth and i don't give a damn mums.

I can't believe I'm this worried about my appearance. I never normally am. Perhaps, just deep down I'm worried about being a mum for the first time and I'm scared of everything! I mean, it's really daunting just trying to chose a pram. Do I want one that becomes a push chair and can be used as a car seat too? Do I need a degree to work it? Do I want a baby sling thing? Moses basket for the baby to sleep in so it can sleep in the living room when I'm in the living room? Breast pump - manual or electric (manual, i think.... DH says if I get an electric one he will call me in for regular milkings) . There re so many questions (as always, any advise from you mums out there will be fab)

Still, with all this rapid expansion, DH did take me out shopping and I got some more maternity clothes, cos rapidly, my normal clothes are starting to feel really tight and constricting!

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