i give up

Mar 31, 2005 18:44

there's just... no way.

At least I'll have a few days of not having to avoid her with them off on Cloud Nine. Maybe by then Chief'll have reassed me.

I just... I think I'm numb.

Cally's still the only one of the mechanics who doesn't treat me like a leper. I suppose that works out for us both. Since she's smarter than them, anyway.

The... XO had a chat with me about regulations and fraternization. I stood there, numb, and took it. He's right. They're there for a reason. He says there's only rumors, but he doesn't want anything to start. And since I was one of a number of pilots, I don't think he was singling me out. Either that, or Ellen told him about the gunk. And this is obscure revenge.

I don't know what to think. One of the pilots he yelled at was Crashdown. I should NOT have felt amused.

Really. Sigh.

I've got a letter to Charlie half-written. I wonder if she'll even read it.
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