Apr 18, 2007 21:04
Why am I such a tramp about everything? I can't choose a college because I let myself be seduced by everyone and everything. And right after realizing that my relationship is perfect and awesome, I realize that it is still a secret from my family, and at some moments, from myself. Like when that person who I'd never have a chance with, but still have been crushing on forever, starts flirting with me and my stomach flips over, in a good way. And then two seconds later I have to scold myself for being disloyal. And then I have to scold myself for that because I shouldn't be telling myself how to feel. And it starts this whole chain reaction within me that I wouldn't even be aware of if I had been aloud to talk today. So this is what comes from hearing my own thoughts.