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Voting day. I can't vote. So that wasn't anything.
But I realized today how much I want to go to college. If I don't get in to Chicago, then some other place. But I need a college library in my life. I realized that wandering through Green library. Through rows and rows and rows of books in languages I can't (really) read, completely in the dark, and the only person in sight.
I wanted to stay there forever, and understand all the Hebrew simply by drowning in it. I would have to, if it wasn't for real life.
But I realized today how much I want to go to college. If I don't get in to Chicago, then some other place. But I need a college library in my life. I realized that wandering through Green library. Through rows and rows and rows of books in languages I can't (really) read, completely in the dark, and the only person in sight.
I wanted to stay there forever, and understand all the Hebrew simply by drowning in it. I would have to, if it wasn't for real life.