(no subject)
Update: 4:32pm
I feel pretty crappy today. My stomach is going all wacked. I feel so sick.
__________________________________________________________
Hey all. just tellin ya if you don't see a post from me in a long time check Live journal Gal30 click the on the livejournal gal 30 and it will bring ya to my page.
Ok now get down to what I want to talk about Latly I have been feeling depressed about my situation and what I am going through. It's hard when you have a disease or a disablitie to get out or even move in some sorts. I get out but I have to be carful. Its hard for who ever have a disease or disabilite. We tend to think more cause we have a lot more time. God shares some stuff when we stop and listen.
I wish I could do more stuff. I loved summer camp cause I felt the same either with the staff or with the campers. some campers have written me a lot. and a lot of the staff does to. It felt like I was suposed to be there. I have never felt like I belong anywhere. It's hard for me to understand that people really care and love me. cause when I was lil I never had friends I was always picked on or they left me or they used me. I also have been yelled at by a pastor. so when I got to adult I thought of myself as a looser, a worthless person. but now I am tryin not to. (but its hard) ok I have talked enough TTYL
Candy
I feel pretty crappy today. My stomach is going all wacked. I feel so sick.
__________________________________________________________
Hey all. just tellin ya if you don't see a post from me in a long time check Live journal Gal30 click the on the livejournal gal 30 and it will bring ya to my page.
Ok now get down to what I want to talk about Latly I have been feeling depressed about my situation and what I am going through. It's hard when you have a disease or a disablitie to get out or even move in some sorts. I get out but I have to be carful. Its hard for who ever have a disease or disabilite. We tend to think more cause we have a lot more time. God shares some stuff when we stop and listen.
I wish I could do more stuff. I loved summer camp cause I felt the same either with the staff or with the campers. some campers have written me a lot. and a lot of the staff does to. It felt like I was suposed to be there. I have never felt like I belong anywhere. It's hard for me to understand that people really care and love me. cause when I was lil I never had friends I was always picked on or they left me or they used me. I also have been yelled at by a pastor. so when I got to adult I thought of myself as a looser, a worthless person. but now I am tryin not to. (but its hard) ok I have talked enough TTYL
Candy