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So very close to having a night only with him, only to be thwarted once more.
Camui can't seem to remember Sydney, I can't help but dread it. I love my Dears. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be what I am today. I am not naive enough not to know that my fans are the reason I drive home at night in an expensive car, hang my coat in the hallway of just one of the luxurious apartments here in Japan that we own, and then lie down in a plush and comfortable bed to sleep.
But stuck in Australia for two weeks under their constant supervision and scrutiny... keeping me from the one person I want to be alone with more then anything else...
I want a vacation, which is what that trip is supposed to be. But its not the vacation I crave. I want our vacation.... the one we promised to each other.
Camui can't seem to remember Sydney, I can't help but dread it. I love my Dears. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be what I am today. I am not naive enough not to know that my fans are the reason I drive home at night in an expensive car, hang my coat in the hallway of just one of the luxurious apartments here in Japan that we own, and then lie down in a plush and comfortable bed to sleep.
But stuck in Australia for two weeks under their constant supervision and scrutiny... keeping me from the one person I want to be alone with more then anything else...
I want a vacation, which is what that trip is supposed to be. But its not the vacation I crave. I want our vacation.... the one we promised to each other.