Nov 21, 2004 01:29
Stay and risk making my lover unhappy...
Leave and risk making my family unhappy with me...
Sometimes I look back on the decisions I've made over the span of my life and wonder when things got so damned complicated. Things used to be a hell of a lot simpler. Do you use this guitar riff? This piano trill here or there? What words and Kanji... and now... my choices deal in death, and moving half way across the globe.
And while being back in Japan with it being just him and me is a dream come true... why can't I shake the feeling that I'd be leaving behind something wonderful.