HOLY SHIT TODAY SUCKED
david (special-ed kid i peer tutor in music) made it his personal mission to make me feel terrible about myself today
it was really emotionally draining, today was filled with such things as;
➸refusing to play when i told him to get ready
➸telling me he knew he had to play, but then he wouldn't
➸telling me i always made up my mind of what we had to do, when i made him walk through our USUAL route through some dumb door
➸reminding me i always forget things when we walked infront of an assembly gathering they had announced earlier and i forgot
i know he's a smart kid, he really is, and i know he really enjoys pointing out that i fall behind without some kind of disability
it's really disheartening
pokedressing - sssob gold i just want you to be happy, i'll stop abusing you, i swear