I am insane
So...as of next term, I will no longer be a Biochem major. I'm switching and Kite, it's all your fault. It's a good thing that Higashi's medical school is one of the best around. They are able to transfer most of my credits over which means I'm not as far behind as I thought I'd be. I'll just have to pick up a few more anatomy courses and add an extra couple of hours for rotations and I'll be set. Damn them for adding something to the cheesecake to draw me to the dark side.
Working tonight...which is alright but it's a closing shift. As long as we're not too busy, I'll be out by midnight. If we're busy...more like 2 am. An, are you working tonight?
Shinji, Kou, Hiyo...should I wear a wig next time we go out? I still have the long black one, but I don't know if I want to wear it.
I need to take him away from here for a bit. He needs a break. I know that he will help whoever needs it, but it's almost like they're taking advantage of it now. He looked so tired when he showed up on Monday; not that it lasted for long but still. I want to yell at them, remind them that he has a life too. But that would be stupid. It would just seem like I'm trying to keep him from everyone else. That's not what I'm trying to do. I would just like to see my boyfriend more than once a week...if that. Talking on the phone is fine, but I'd like to actually see him and touch him once and a while.
I couldn't sleep last night, so I went to the park. I'd forgotten how peaceful it could be by the pond late at night. I sat on my bench and did a lot of thinking. I think I'm falling in love with him. I mean...I'm happiest when he's around, I would do anything in my power to make him happy, I love his smile, and the smirk...the smirk is so cute though I can't say that to him because he'll grunt. The grunt is cute too. I love how protective he is, and it's evident in the way he is with the people in his life. I don't know if they realize that, or maybe they do and they just plan on him always bailing them out. Do they even know what it's doing to him? I love the way he is with his grandfather. I could just sit in the room, off in the corner and watch them. They are so similar. And the way he is with the girls? It's priceless. I think they look forward to him coming over more than I do. More than anything, I want him to be happy. Can I make him happy?
Working tonight...which is alright but it's a closing shift. As long as we're not too busy, I'll be out by midnight. If we're busy...more like 2 am. An, are you working tonight?
Shinji, Kou, Hiyo...should I wear a wig next time we go out? I still have the long black one, but I don't know if I want to wear it.
I need to take him away from here for a bit. He needs a break. I know that he will help whoever needs it, but it's almost like they're taking advantage of it now. He looked so tired when he showed up on Monday; not that it lasted for long but still. I want to yell at them, remind them that he has a life too. But that would be stupid. It would just seem like I'm trying to keep him from everyone else. That's not what I'm trying to do. I would just like to see my boyfriend more than once a week...if that. Talking on the phone is fine, but I'd like to actually see him and touch him once and a while.
I couldn't sleep last night, so I went to the park. I'd forgotten how peaceful it could be by the pond late at night. I sat on my bench and did a lot of thinking. I think I'm falling in love with him. I mean...I'm happiest when he's around, I would do anything in my power to make him happy, I love his smile, and the smirk...the smirk is so cute though I can't say that to him because he'll grunt. The grunt is cute too. I love how protective he is, and it's evident in the way he is with the people in his life. I don't know if they realize that, or maybe they do and they just plan on him always bailing them out. Do they even know what it's doing to him? I love the way he is with his grandfather. I could just sit in the room, off in the corner and watch them. They are so similar. And the way he is with the girls? It's priceless. I think they look forward to him coming over more than I do. More than anything, I want him to be happy. Can I make him happy?