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[gaku_nii_chan]

Is it possible to take a break from a relationship? I mean, I think that's what we're doing now. Last night was just...not good. It was one of those nights where I was very happy that no one is around. I mean, I know it's my insecurites, but still. I just...I hate this. And so...it's not over. At least I hope it's not over.

I don't want to talk and I do. I don't want to be alone and I do. I don't know right now. I need to go away for a bit I think.