Oct 15, 2007 13:38
YUUUUUSSSSHHHHIIIII! Happy birthday.
You're present is coming soon. Just have to ship it up from Tokyo. I'm sure you and Fuji can find some ways to play with it.
I suppose I should find a temple. It's been 9 years already, well, 9 years on the 20th. I wonder if anyone remembers. Is it wrong of me to wish she was the one that died? It's hard. He's been out of my life that long, during the times when I've needed someone there. I couldn't turn to my mother, couldn't turn to my sister. I had to be the adult for Kousuke. I had my friends, but I didn't want to bother them. I grew up, yet I didn't. I don't know. I've always tried to do something on the 20th, but this year, I don't know what to do. I wonder if I should bring someone with me? I wonder if there is anyone that would go with me?
yuushi