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Jan 04, 2010 12:57

yay my new tv arrives on the 7th so i still have time to clean and get the living room ready for it

the x-box has already arrived and i love it an will soon disappear into hermit ville

i am coming to realize that when you start taking someone off the pedestal you placed them on all the little things you ignored and the things you chose not to see become obvious.
i know its silly to be disappointed when they turn out to be just as human as everyone else, but i am. i dont know if its more disappointed in myself for being so blind or in them for not being who i made them out to be, which isnt fair i know.

i am strangly happy that its happening even with all the disappointment because that means i made the right choice and in the end i will be happier for it.

my new years resolution is to be happier this year and that will take effort on my part but i finally think i deserve it
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