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I seem to be having a lot of dreams about Mary lately. I'm not sure why I should be having more now that she's no longer single. The really odd thing, though, is that my dreams always feel compelled to address the fact that she's no longer single. I wonder if I subconsciously crave the ego boost of having a woman choose me over someone else. It's certainly not a conscious thing; I would be thrilled to be chosen by any woman in any circumstance, taken or not, and, if given a choice, I would frankly prefer not to deal with the complications of someone who is already in a relationship.
On the other hand, it may be due to the fact that I tend to get hung up on plausibility even in my fantasies, so that even in a dream I have to explain away the problem of her boyfriend. This is probably why I was never able to get the hang of the whole religion thing.
On the other hand, it may be due to the fact that I tend to get hung up on plausibility even in my fantasies, so that even in a dream I have to explain away the problem of her boyfriend. This is probably why I was never able to get the hang of the whole religion thing.