In Sickness and In Health
Ugh. Gross. Yup, I have a nasty flu virus that is just the worst. But since I am writing this, I'm feeling way better than Sunday! I missed Jordin Sparks singing the National Anthem because I was knocked the fuck out! Haha. Right now, I am feeling it all in my throat and I managed to finish my cold/flu over the counter stuff. Haha. Nothing wrong with being overly medicated, let me tell ya! On to my sinus meds!
I realized more about my life unwell than when I am in good health. Why is that? Maybe because I can't escape myself and my vulnerability. Gross. Well in terms of romance, all the arguments that I had with myself have lead me to this conclusion: You can have it so much better. I didn't realize Franz Ferdinand had such a wise album title. Or is it just sinking in at this moment in my life? I invested all my feelings and trust AGAIN for two whole months only to realize that the situation won't change. We are stuck in the "friends zone!" But at the same time, I want it to so badly to be different! I want to be hopeful but I don't know what to feel anymore. I just want to find somebody who will appreciate me and will be the Lloyd Dobbler to my Diane Court! Haha. I want to find the mistake that will be going with me to England, sir! I fucking love "Say Anything" because it's so damn quote-able! I guess with all the mistakes and wrong turns that I made in my life, I just realized that MRAZ is right: It takes no time to fall in love, but it will take you years to know what love is.
In addition to living in flu land, I managed to contact exciting job openings in my wonderful world of journalism! One did contact me the same day which surprised me but once this virus goes the hell away, I can finally feel productive and get out of the house. I know that if I do find an internship, my mom who works nights will suffer with my destructive niece, but I think life will work itself out in the end! She needs a babysitter! Any takers?? Haha.
I'm crazy to even want to go clubbing on Saturday but damn, I'm itching for one night of debauchery! So, I'm doing my best to heal. Too bad I'm not a "Heroes" cheerleader and I could never get sick to begin with! Damn weak immune system! Also I was invited to my school on Friday for a study abroad event. Booo..what to do???!!!
I'm so in love with American Idol this season. My favorite contestant in auditions so far is the lad who lives in his car. He sings with a British accent so he immediately gets my vote! Haha. But I think once they actually start singing on the stage, I will know for sure who is ace! If only the presidential election excited me as much! But sadly, I didn't vote in the primary because of my damn sickness. Not ace.
I know I am a mountain of excuses, but I'll check back in when I am of sound mind.
P.S. *Silence* Munich air disaster- United will never forget!
I realized more about my life unwell than when I am in good health. Why is that? Maybe because I can't escape myself and my vulnerability. Gross. Well in terms of romance, all the arguments that I had with myself have lead me to this conclusion: You can have it so much better. I didn't realize Franz Ferdinand had such a wise album title. Or is it just sinking in at this moment in my life? I invested all my feelings and trust AGAIN for two whole months only to realize that the situation won't change. We are stuck in the "friends zone!" But at the same time, I want it to so badly to be different! I want to be hopeful but I don't know what to feel anymore. I just want to find somebody who will appreciate me and will be the Lloyd Dobbler to my Diane Court! Haha. I want to find the mistake that will be going with me to England, sir! I fucking love "Say Anything" because it's so damn quote-able! I guess with all the mistakes and wrong turns that I made in my life, I just realized that MRAZ is right: It takes no time to fall in love, but it will take you years to know what love is.
In addition to living in flu land, I managed to contact exciting job openings in my wonderful world of journalism! One did contact me the same day which surprised me but once this virus goes the hell away, I can finally feel productive and get out of the house. I know that if I do find an internship, my mom who works nights will suffer with my destructive niece, but I think life will work itself out in the end! She needs a babysitter! Any takers?? Haha.
I'm crazy to even want to go clubbing on Saturday but damn, I'm itching for one night of debauchery! So, I'm doing my best to heal. Too bad I'm not a "Heroes" cheerleader and I could never get sick to begin with! Damn weak immune system! Also I was invited to my school on Friday for a study abroad event. Booo..what to do???!!!
I'm so in love with American Idol this season. My favorite contestant in auditions so far is the lad who lives in his car. He sings with a British accent so he immediately gets my vote! Haha. But I think once they actually start singing on the stage, I will know for sure who is ace! If only the presidential election excited me as much! But sadly, I didn't vote in the primary because of my damn sickness. Not ace.
I know I am a mountain of excuses, but I'll check back in when I am of sound mind.
P.S. *Silence* Munich air disaster- United will never forget!