Down with Love
Down with Love
Even with a dry cough, I still managed to feel like updating because it’s about time to let it out on paper. It has been such a crazy week and just full of chaos.
I turned in three papers this week. Nutty and I didn’t end up finishing the big paper. Ugh..oh well. It’s turned in and that is all I care about.
So why do I still have feelings for him? I mean I finally got his explanation for that terrible Vday. I came back looking exhausted after traveling for my internship on Monday and I saw him come in the kitchen. So anyways, I had to be the one to bring it up. Check this shit out, he blames his phone, he didn’t put money in it, and so he couldn’t call me to tell me that he was on the other side of London...blah blah blah. Although he did apologize twice which was decent of him. But what the hell took him so long to tell me because I only live on the same floor with him. I feel like I’m on a bad episode of the Real World in London. Haha.
I know that I can do so much better and I do know who that better person is but I guess I was burned so bad that I don’t want to get hurt. I mean the guy in question is such a sweetheart and a friend of my flatmate. Although I will calm down hormones and just be friends because I’m good at that..ugh..where is my Bacardi Breezer?? Hehe. But honestly, I just hate knowing that I still think about him and entertain the idea of having another go at him. It’s such a silly idea because “chicks with dicks don’t belong in my mix” haha…I love that song with Amerie and Nas. I never thought it would have meaning now since I’m here. I need to stop kidding myself because I will be on a plane back to America in June. Shit...my stay in this country is agonizingly short.
I watched episodes of Sex and the City today. So funny. But the “fuck buddy” episode did bring up a good question. “Do all women want to be rescued?” For me, the “white knight” is somebody much taller, not from the ‘burbs of Paris, not staying in room “I” and most importantly older than me. Hmmm...where the hell is my “white knight” I mean besides Alan Smith with his bleached hair..shit..I was so happy that he made his appearance for the first team in that game against Lille. I heard it over the radio but damn…VISUALS are always so much better!
I can’t believe it, United are in their best form..forget the injuries..we are top of the league in the semis or quarters in the Champions League and we are still in the FA Cup. Shit..if it’s a Treble I will get completely trashed!! Haha.
Well I better get my beauty rest because I have to wake up hella early tom. Yikes..no sleeping in until Sunday because I go to Stratford on Saturday.
Peace out..I need more drugs of the medical kind…hehe.
Even with a dry cough, I still managed to feel like updating because it’s about time to let it out on paper. It has been such a crazy week and just full of chaos.
I turned in three papers this week. Nutty and I didn’t end up finishing the big paper. Ugh..oh well. It’s turned in and that is all I care about.
So why do I still have feelings for him? I mean I finally got his explanation for that terrible Vday. I came back looking exhausted after traveling for my internship on Monday and I saw him come in the kitchen. So anyways, I had to be the one to bring it up. Check this shit out, he blames his phone, he didn’t put money in it, and so he couldn’t call me to tell me that he was on the other side of London...blah blah blah. Although he did apologize twice which was decent of him. But what the hell took him so long to tell me because I only live on the same floor with him. I feel like I’m on a bad episode of the Real World in London. Haha.
I know that I can do so much better and I do know who that better person is but I guess I was burned so bad that I don’t want to get hurt. I mean the guy in question is such a sweetheart and a friend of my flatmate. Although I will calm down hormones and just be friends because I’m good at that..ugh..where is my Bacardi Breezer?? Hehe. But honestly, I just hate knowing that I still think about him and entertain the idea of having another go at him. It’s such a silly idea because “chicks with dicks don’t belong in my mix” haha…I love that song with Amerie and Nas. I never thought it would have meaning now since I’m here. I need to stop kidding myself because I will be on a plane back to America in June. Shit...my stay in this country is agonizingly short.
I watched episodes of Sex and the City today. So funny. But the “fuck buddy” episode did bring up a good question. “Do all women want to be rescued?” For me, the “white knight” is somebody much taller, not from the ‘burbs of Paris, not staying in room “I” and most importantly older than me. Hmmm...where the hell is my “white knight” I mean besides Alan Smith with his bleached hair..shit..I was so happy that he made his appearance for the first team in that game against Lille. I heard it over the radio but damn…VISUALS are always so much better!
I can’t believe it, United are in their best form..forget the injuries..we are top of the league in the semis or quarters in the Champions League and we are still in the FA Cup. Shit..if it’s a Treble I will get completely trashed!! Haha.
Well I better get my beauty rest because I have to wake up hella early tom. Yikes..no sleeping in until Sunday because I go to Stratford on Saturday.
Peace out..I need more drugs of the medical kind…hehe.