May 18, 2005 18:03
Well hell, long time no write, have lots and lots of stuff to say! Work is busy, love life is still non existant, still have no friends on LJ, boo hoo, poor me, maybe i need to update more often eh! I did end up talking to my ex's brother online and arranged to meet him and then bottled out at last minute, didnt feel right, that bloody family, no way, not even going there!! He was telling me he is working for an escort agency, how sleazy lol!! Given up on J, went all the way to his hometown to meet him, and he didnt show up, however, i spent the evening in the company of 2 of his friends, what a laugh we had, have blocked J now, 3rd time and he didnt show, enough is enough!
Went out with a guy from work on Friday night and his mate, had a giggle, some of the conversations the 3 of us had about sex was unbelieveable, hmmmmm maybe i should've been a bloke! Talking of that, if there is one thing i could do, anything i could do or be for a day, I would like to see the world thru a mans eyes!! Try to understand them, cos I dont understand them, 33 years old and still no further forward with this strange creature they call man!!
Got some tablets from my doctor to help me lose weight, have been feeling weird today, tired and then heigh as a kite, but ............... not hungry at all, wey hey, is this the answer?
Going away to get my hair coloured and cheer myself up and think of what exciting stuff i can put in my journal.
Later xxxxx