Weird.
So, my bf called me at 1:53am last night (after hanging up on me.. uh huh.. talking about breaking up with me.. UH HUHHHHHH.... lol.) and well, he was intoxicated and we ended up talking about random ass shit. Sadly.. b/c of my goldfish memory and the fact that I was already half asleep, I can't remember anything. Aha.. something about me coming over on Friday and leaving the next day due to scheduling issues.. and him bitching at me b/c he'd only see me for 1 day this week.. awww... :)
Err.. my train of thought... ended... brb. It'll come back.
Oh, OH! Okay. I remember. Then we were talking about the "L" word, and how people say it out of convenience or reassurance which is something we haven't done.. (yet) and it's a great feeling. Knowing that we say it when we mean it is a wonderful thing.
Anyway, so I woke up exactly at 5:53am and realized I was still on the phone with him.... (yay for free night time minutes) aha, exactly 4 hours later! How crazy is that shit! I don't know, I just found it weird.
It's cute when my bf is kinda, sorta, maybe -- insecure. He probably doesn't remember mentioning the fact that when I do lose the last set of weight I need to, he's afraid I'd leave him.
Boy bye.
But I love it when he tells me I'm beautiful, I just don't see it. Talk about insecurity..
Speaking of losing weight.. ugh. So I'm starting again, but I can't work out.. yet. But I will soon, for sure. I'm watching what I eat, although maybe I overdid it yesterday b/c I didn't eat enough. Ooops. Weaksauce. I'll do better today!
I gotta finish so many things today before I leave for his place tomorrow afternoon... must... be.. productive..
Err.. my train of thought... ended... brb. It'll come back.
Oh, OH! Okay. I remember. Then we were talking about the "L" word, and how people say it out of convenience or reassurance which is something we haven't done.. (yet) and it's a great feeling. Knowing that we say it when we mean it is a wonderful thing.
Anyway, so I woke up exactly at 5:53am and realized I was still on the phone with him.... (yay for free night time minutes) aha, exactly 4 hours later! How crazy is that shit! I don't know, I just found it weird.
It's cute when my bf is kinda, sorta, maybe -- insecure. He probably doesn't remember mentioning the fact that when I do lose the last set of weight I need to, he's afraid I'd leave him.
Boy bye.
But I love it when he tells me I'm beautiful, I just don't see it. Talk about insecurity..
Speaking of losing weight.. ugh. So I'm starting again, but I can't work out.. yet. But I will soon, for sure. I'm watching what I eat, although maybe I overdid it yesterday b/c I didn't eat enough. Ooops. Weaksauce. I'll do better today!
I gotta finish so many things today before I leave for his place tomorrow afternoon... must... be.. productive..