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tomorrow night I have a midterm that is like 40% of my grade in my law class and I can't understand the book or the sample questions the teacher emailed us or how one is supposed to help me with the other and I have a geology test the day after that and gas is costing me like $90 a week and my credit card balances are huge and my bank account is crying and I don't think I can afford to get Chaos Wars or sucker any of my family into getting it for me as a graduation present and holy shit I'm supposed to get my degree in five weeks but my senior seminar group isn't doing any work on our final project and it's due in just a month and I didn't want to walk for my graduation but now I do but I don't know if it's too late to order the cap and gown and what do you mean calm down I am calm shut up
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I would be even more worried if I had to actually get a job and enter the grownup world after that but I'm going to graduate school and that's like a good two or five years I can put it off longer right? and oh god I don't have any scholarships for that and my student loans are already real big* but hey maybe I'll be the only MLIS student that actually wants to stick near SJSU all the time and so I'll find a real close internship real easy or something and and and ugh
sleep time (if Karn Evil 9 ever stops)
*but I have a friend with over $70K in student loan debt for like eighteen months of school that really puts that part in perspective for me
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I would be even more worried if I had to actually get a job and enter the grownup world after that but I'm going to graduate school and that's like a good two or five years I can put it off longer right? and oh god I don't have any scholarships for that and my student loans are already real big* but hey maybe I'll be the only MLIS student that actually wants to stick near SJSU all the time and so I'll find a real close internship real easy or something and and and ugh
sleep time (if Karn Evil 9 ever stops)
*but I have a friend with over $70K in student loan debt for like eighteen months of school that really puts that part in perspective for me