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I suppose its about time I updated. The last time i made an entry was Halloween or there abouts. I can't think of anything that's really happened. Jason and I went to 6 flags a couple of weeks ago. We went for fright fest and it was a lot of fun. We went to look at an apartment first thought. Over in Vacaville, where I used to stay with Jayne. We went over and the sign on the office said that they were open, but the door was locked and no one was there, so we waited about 10 mins or so incase they just ran out for a few minutes, and then we left..but we looked at the properties from the outside and I think Jason really liked it. It really is a nice place. It's not changed much in the 3 years it's been since I was up there. Except theres a few more things being built in and around it. The rent is way lower than we pay just now. It's like $1090 for a 2 bedroom 2 bathroom apartment, and right now we pay $1300 for a one bedroom with a half a kitchen, draughts coming in the patio door and front door, and zero space to even eat at the table/bar thingy. So on our way back we went to 6 flags, it was $15 per person to get in which was better than the $44.99 that we had thought. It was a special charity event. The haunted tents were cool..i was shitting myself. There were clowns and stuff. We only stayed about 3 hours, but we had gone on all the rides and my legs were starting to hurt. I went on the boomerang myself, literally. There was no one else on the ride when I went on..i was pretty embarassed cuz when I came off everyone was looking right at me, and i was'nt sure if i should pretend to be scared, happy or what...so i was honest and acted embarassed :( It was a fun night. After that we drove home, and stopped off at Safeway to get a ready roasted chicken, and some mashed potato's. When we were there we saw this girl that was asking about my big brother, she's an inspiring actress, and he's done some acting, so she was asking some stuff...i kinda built my brother up more than he is, just so he would be in with a chance to tap the ass. But yeah, so he was happy with that, although now he's never shut up about it.
The day after 6 flags my legs were killing me, but it was worth it...we had a blast. My little cousin is doing better now, she's slowly recovering from her surgery. She's almost back to normal, little miss cheeky as usual :) My gran is still staying at my parents house for now, I guess she's ok too. She got sick this weekend, so she spent sunday in bed, but yesterday when i seen her she looked better than she did on Sunday. I was actually really tired yesterday, im not sure why, I took all my pills, but for some reason i had to nap when i got home from work. This past weekend Jason and I went to see "The Ring" i thought it was excellent. I was freaking petrified. The beginning and the ending were so scary, I don't remember being that scared at a movie in a long time. I'm even happy i went to see it during the day, i would'nt have slept if i had gone at night, yes, thats how scary it was. Jason liked it too. It's been a kinda wierd morning. Actually its been a weird few days. I don't even know why it's weird..but something does'nt feel right. Jason seems distant today, maybe its just my immagination, I called him this morning and he was on the other line with someone from work, so he called me back..for some reason i felt stupid for calling him in the first place, i was'nt even calling for anything important, just to say hi. Then i answered the phone a little while ago, and it was someone looking for me, it turned out to be Mike, My ex boyfriend's best friend. I have had him blocked on AIM for ages, just cuz he always talks to me about my ex and I don't really want to talk about him. Sometimes I think he just says stuff to get a reaction from me, but I think my ex is putting him up to it. So I basically got off the phone really quick, and I suppose it was nice of him to call, but im sure if i had allowed the call to go on any longer than it did I would prolly have been pissed off or something. I dunno, I just can't work out why he calls me, it's not even as if we're really good friends or something. Anyway, it kinda made me feel weird. Sometimes I feel like im in the way. Like as if I never really have anything decent to add to a conversation or even talk about..and people just think im odd. Eh, I dunno...I have a strange feeling just now. Not just today, but since about Sunday. I have'nt said anything or even thought about it in depth till now. I don't want to start drama or anything, but im tired of asking if something is wrong. So I won't..i'll just act like I feel fine.
The day after 6 flags my legs were killing me, but it was worth it...we had a blast. My little cousin is doing better now, she's slowly recovering from her surgery. She's almost back to normal, little miss cheeky as usual :) My gran is still staying at my parents house for now, I guess she's ok too. She got sick this weekend, so she spent sunday in bed, but yesterday when i seen her she looked better than she did on Sunday. I was actually really tired yesterday, im not sure why, I took all my pills, but for some reason i had to nap when i got home from work. This past weekend Jason and I went to see "The Ring" i thought it was excellent. I was freaking petrified. The beginning and the ending were so scary, I don't remember being that scared at a movie in a long time. I'm even happy i went to see it during the day, i would'nt have slept if i had gone at night, yes, thats how scary it was. Jason liked it too. It's been a kinda wierd morning. Actually its been a weird few days. I don't even know why it's weird..but something does'nt feel right. Jason seems distant today, maybe its just my immagination, I called him this morning and he was on the other line with someone from work, so he called me back..for some reason i felt stupid for calling him in the first place, i was'nt even calling for anything important, just to say hi. Then i answered the phone a little while ago, and it was someone looking for me, it turned out to be Mike, My ex boyfriend's best friend. I have had him blocked on AIM for ages, just cuz he always talks to me about my ex and I don't really want to talk about him. Sometimes I think he just says stuff to get a reaction from me, but I think my ex is putting him up to it. So I basically got off the phone really quick, and I suppose it was nice of him to call, but im sure if i had allowed the call to go on any longer than it did I would prolly have been pissed off or something. I dunno, I just can't work out why he calls me, it's not even as if we're really good friends or something. Anyway, it kinda made me feel weird. Sometimes I feel like im in the way. Like as if I never really have anything decent to add to a conversation or even talk about..and people just think im odd. Eh, I dunno...I have a strange feeling just now. Not just today, but since about Sunday. I have'nt said anything or even thought about it in depth till now. I don't want to start drama or anything, but im tired of asking if something is wrong. So I won't..i'll just act like I feel fine.