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A few things:
1.) I hate being lied to, It makes me feel dumb that I haven't caught on, and it breaks trusts that shouldnt ever be broken.
2.) In all honesty, I never really thought things would work out with she and I. Of course, I never really brought that to the forefront of my mind, I'm in so much self denial that its probably unhealthy. So I have pretty much lied to myself, but then again I never really trused myself either.
3.) All of the self doubt that has been lying at the bottom of my mind has been sifted and swirled around.
4.) I'm gonna need some time to chill out, granted it will be difficult with the fourth and all, give me my space.
5.) For fucks sake don't fucking lie to me.
1.) I hate being lied to, It makes me feel dumb that I haven't caught on, and it breaks trusts that shouldnt ever be broken.
2.) In all honesty, I never really thought things would work out with she and I. Of course, I never really brought that to the forefront of my mind, I'm in so much self denial that its probably unhealthy. So I have pretty much lied to myself, but then again I never really trused myself either.
3.) All of the self doubt that has been lying at the bottom of my mind has been sifted and swirled around.
4.) I'm gonna need some time to chill out, granted it will be difficult with the fourth and all, give me my space.
5.) For fucks sake don't fucking lie to me.