I'm not in the right state of mind to post...
I hate where I am right now. Given the age that I am, although young, I thought i'd be doing something more important with my life. Instead, i'm working retail, doing menonitous work for a heartless corporation. I know its not the job that defines you as a person, but this is just too much. I wake up, come home, eat dinner, watch tv, then go to bed... The only people I see are the regulars from curly's, and I have no intrest of pursuing a relationship with any of them. I dont even have motivation to go out, let alone try and find someone to be with.
I'm lonley, depressed, and all I hear about is how grand of a time everyone is having at school, and i'm sure they're sick of hearing me complain about the same shit over and over again. you'd think i'd learn from my mistakes, but no, here I am typing away, dreading the fact that I have to wake up in a couple hours.
This is my life and its ending one minute at a time.
I'm lonley, depressed, and all I hear about is how grand of a time everyone is having at school, and i'm sure they're sick of hearing me complain about the same shit over and over again. you'd think i'd learn from my mistakes, but no, here I am typing away, dreading the fact that I have to wake up in a couple hours.
This is my life and its ending one minute at a time.