Jul 08, 2007 02:25
OH MY GOD!!!
Surprisingly I passed all my exams and I'm going to London for work all the summer. An entire summer without my parents, without my people, far from home an far from my spanish problems (like that guy I like but he don't likes me, for example) Sounds great, don't you think so?
The fucking reality is that I'm scared, and nervous, and expecting, and an incredible amount of feelings that I'm not able to tell you because my english is not that thick. A lot of questions invades my mind: I'll find a job? I'll be comfortable with my house renters? (I supose that, because Borja is a good friend) I'll miss my parents? Probably not them (We don't spend the summer together since three or two years ago, so...) but my home, my bed, my PC, my beautiful car and my little killer cat.
I'm going to miss Cayden (the killer cat, for the new people) a lot. He is my baby, is the first time I'm going to be without him for more than a week since he started living with me. I know my hands and ankles would be grateful to be far from his paws and teeth...but my soul and my heart are going to miss him terribly. He's going to spend the summer in a "camp", because I've got an alergical cousin who spends a pair of weeks with my parents in or appartment in the beach, and obviously, we don't want the kid dead by an anaphilactic shock....poor Pablo (my cousin)
And my Changos....my friends. I'm not going to miss everyone of them, but I'm going to miss some of them a lot: Pablo, Marcelo, Tonet, Begoña, Hector, Javi, Irene, Sonia, Diana, Maria, Blanca...This is my first summer without any of them since I was six years old, they are my old friends, people who knows me more than anyone, people who saw me in my worst moments, and in my better.
But in London are Duare, Mekare_Caillea, Aviss, Morgana...., and a new country, a new city and a new language. I'm going to learn a lot of things, see the end of the Harry Potter serie and cry all the water can be cried when someone I'm thinking about dies.
Well, I'm going to work a little ando go to sleep, because is late, and tomorrow will be a very long day (Since past Wednesday, the days seems to have 48 hours....it's very fatigating)
Por si no os habéis dado cuenta, algunos verbos me los invento directamente, y todo en si da bastante angustieja, pero oye, una hace lo que puede y para ser la primera vez que escribo algo del tirón y totalmente improvisado no está mal!
work,
friends,
london,
harry potter