Dec 08, 2003 15:17
If you know me, I don't need to explain aforementioned subject. If you don't know me, then maybe you should back away a bit.
Ok, aside from the fact that this day hasn't really started out so bad, lots of good things have been happening to me lately so I really shouldn't rant. But then, it's MONDAY. Somehow I cannot ever seem to get myself upbeat on this day.
For one, I'm starting the week with a head full of ideas about my future that I cannot seem to reconcile into one solid blueprint for my life. Then there's the fact that I'm tight again till Thursday, budget-wise. Add to that the fact that I still need to discipline myself to start a work-hard, play-hard routine that should ultimately benefit me in more ways than one. I'm really starting to disappoint myself in this regard, this lack of discipline.
But then, my friends are in town on vacation from the US. Things are looking up in the social life department. God has been more than generous with blessing me lately (I hope there's more to come, especially for the season upon us). And I have a head full of ideas for my future, although I can't reconcile them yada yada...at least I have ideas. Some people are just plain waiting around with nothing in their heads. Or worse, they're gallivanting around trying to do important things that affect us all with nary a sensible thought in their noggins. *sigh*
See? I will still rant. It's Monday for crying out loud.