Sep 23, 2004 01:38
How the fuck does everyone know so many people... I am sooo fucking out of the loop. I'm getting pissed off. I have NO friends. There is Jay, Jay, Matt, Asha, Tina, and sometimes Emilia (depending on her mood most of the time). Thats it folks. I am a LOSER. I wish I was Pat. Me and pat like never talk anymore, cuz he's waaaay to cool for me, but then again, so is everyone. Man.... I fucking suck wet bags of shit. I'm sick of this, scars or no, I think I deserve a way out. I'm sick of being a fat, lazy, unpopular dickface. So since I am that for now, I have to take the lazy way out and kill myself. Yes, thats right, killing yourself is lazy. If your not lazy, live. That's all there is to it............ thank god I'm lazy. I hope everyone who doesn't know me or care to know me is really happy for what they did.... not that I can blame them for it. I would have done the same.