it's not hard, just remember who you are...just remember

[gaga_tea]

the emotions i've been carrying with me lately have been overwhelming. i've spent many a night drinking or distracting myself in other ways to just drown it all out. we went to an even last night and i'm pretty sure i had an entire bottle of sparkling rose (rozay, as i like to call it) and, while i'm sure i was classy as fuck, being "best dressed" and all, i'm almost certain i said or did something to upset le ginge. this morning, i woke up, feeling wonderful. i spent time with my roommate while he slept in my room. i came down to find that he was leaving, he seemed off and mentioned he didn't sleep well...i don't remember saying anything or doing anything that would upset him but i do remember having a conversation about je ne sais quoi right before i went to sleep. i probably won't hear from him today and, i'm okay with that. i've seen him and have slept next to him almost every night for the last few weeks...it's getting excessive.

i watched the postsecret video a little bit ago, it was really difficult for me to watch. it made me laugh and fight back so many tears, showing just how powerful the truth really is...it was one of the most beautiful things i've ever watched.

this makes me want to do an AMA.