Bob the loser
well lets see ve been on the road for 12 weeks now.Back home at my office it seems to be falling apart cant find help and those we do find dont want to work so ether quit or just call in 3 days out of 5 so Our stock is low and since the year has been down from last year which was down and i had to fire my accoutnant and book keeper for not doing their jobs which included paying taxes to every state I do buisiness in which is 15 and federal which i signed but was never sent. Im not very cheerfull to say the least. Im lonley as hell to top it off. So Im losing ground finacially Just holding on to the house lost all my savings selling my Concert harp already sold my 62 epi sheraton for one tenth what is worth. I feel like a failure Im losing everything Ive workrd for for more than half my life. on the bright side I have a new puppy named Denver who is helping me coop cuase all he cares about is me. and thats something any way. but Im in a deep depresion Which I am aware of and A being very self destructive and depreciating I have almost giving up oneverything and dont know what to do. Im up against so many odds and dont know what to do. other thansit down and cry and eat im a pig and it makes no difference to meany more.Im Not writing this for sympthy its just were Im at right now and its someplace Ive never been before.Not tat any one actuall reads my enties but I had to tell something how I ws feeling