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So. Freshmen are garanteed on-campus housing at Towson University. Next semester, I will still be a freshman, albeit a second semester freshman. I am not eligible to live on campus because I'm not living on campus this semester.
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*anger*
I don't want to do what I'm doing now. I really appreciate my friends who let me crash at their places, but I can't keep doing it. I don't want to keep doing it.
I really don't want an apartment; I can't afford an apartment unless I can succesfully find a nearby part-time job that pays absolutely no less than 8/hour.
I want this to be normal. I love being on campus. I hate going home to Catonsville because I don't have any control there. I hardly have control here. I want something that's just mine. I want to know that if there's a mess, that it's my fault.
I don't get it. Is it really that uncommon that people defer one semester?
I'm so frustrated, I just... I don't even know. But it's like, no matter what I do, it's not right. I guess it's my fault, though.
I hope everyone else is doing alright.
...
*anger*
I don't want to do what I'm doing now. I really appreciate my friends who let me crash at their places, but I can't keep doing it. I don't want to keep doing it.
I really don't want an apartment; I can't afford an apartment unless I can succesfully find a nearby part-time job that pays absolutely no less than 8/hour.
I want this to be normal. I love being on campus. I hate going home to Catonsville because I don't have any control there. I hardly have control here. I want something that's just mine. I want to know that if there's a mess, that it's my fault.
I don't get it. Is it really that uncommon that people defer one semester?
I'm so frustrated, I just... I don't even know. But it's like, no matter what I do, it's not right. I guess it's my fault, though.
I hope everyone else is doing alright.