May 02, 2006 13:54
J and John decided today that one day they are going to come to school one day dressed like women. Its going to freak me out a little bit. Because J doesnt dress like a woman. and John is not a woman. so Snap.
I had a horrible morning, nothing was going my way and I had to wear a skirt to school because all of my pants are dirty as hell. I gouged a chunk of skin out of my leg when I was shaving lazily-fast in the shower that I sort of took. Had a 3 minute appointment with my therapist, and yeah.
It's all good now though, I'm in a better mood, I had some fiery habanero Doritos that I love....and yeah. Now I'm getting ready to call my mommy and go to Kari's house....and then go get Lalin at work and walk home with him, and me and him are going to chill, and then J is going to come home and then I don't know what is happening. I'm almost positive I'm staying there tonight, or my aunt's house.
I feel like shit about my life right now but I feel good about all of the people I let remain in it. So it's a step, now I just have to wait for school to end and my birthday to come. Then everything will be gravy.
If you want my other online journal address you should ask, I don't write a lot of what really happens in this one anymore.
Peaces.