State of the Gryphon - Feb 2011
It's all so close to crashing down.
A close friend died a few months ago.
I never cried.
My mother is very ill and in the hospital, I doubt she'll be around much longer.
Still nothing...
I've always wondered if I'm broken, I feel happiness, but never seem to feel sadness.
I can lose myself to fantasy, but never seem to be able to fully grasp reality.
At some point in the past it all went wrong, and I've no idea where or when... all I know is that at some point all this reality is going to come crashing down and I wonder if I'll be able to survive it.
There are many other things going on that I could share, but most are trivial at best.
R
A close friend died a few months ago.
I never cried.
My mother is very ill and in the hospital, I doubt she'll be around much longer.
Still nothing...
I've always wondered if I'm broken, I feel happiness, but never seem to feel sadness.
I can lose myself to fantasy, but never seem to be able to fully grasp reality.
At some point in the past it all went wrong, and I've no idea where or when... all I know is that at some point all this reality is going to come crashing down and I wonder if I'll be able to survive it.
There are many other things going on that I could share, but most are trivial at best.
R