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Here I am... yet again celebrating my last few days of unemployed freedom by sitting on my ass and doing absolutely nothing.
Its glorious and boring at the same time, and I should be doing more.
Excited, hopeful, a bit apprehensive about the new job. I don't think I'm very good at being gainfully employed... I always feel like I'm pressed for time, feel stressed and unable to do the things I actually enjoy. At the same time, I feel like I *need* to be employed... otherwise I lose all motivation and become a victim of inertia and sit, as I have today, "looking things up" on the internet and doing nothing productive.
Today, I spent the day finding every video of Trent Reznor pre-NIN available on the internet. Come monday, I'll be helping patients with a terminal disease communicate better. Tell me, which is more worthwhile?
Its glorious and boring at the same time, and I should be doing more.
Excited, hopeful, a bit apprehensive about the new job. I don't think I'm very good at being gainfully employed... I always feel like I'm pressed for time, feel stressed and unable to do the things I actually enjoy. At the same time, I feel like I *need* to be employed... otherwise I lose all motivation and become a victim of inertia and sit, as I have today, "looking things up" on the internet and doing nothing productive.
Today, I spent the day finding every video of Trent Reznor pre-NIN available on the internet. Come monday, I'll be helping patients with a terminal disease communicate better. Tell me, which is more worthwhile?