holla ~~~
Alhamdulillah... I'm still survived 😅 I don't know how many times I say this but I'm survived!
the current me: I'm still the old me 😅 no-reaction girl and yup I'm still comfortable move around alone... its not a big deal even many qs me about it.. and like always, my answer is: I'm already used with it... so naaa... I am ok...
I'm actually in shocked... not like a great shocked but I'm just noticed about this when my friend say it staright to my face...
"you are strong!"
that one sentence makes me in stunned for few minutes... I was like why? it is too sudden... and she start explain to me..
"...ya lah sbb kau sorang2 masa kau dtg sini... even kau kata byk kali jgak kau tgk2 peluang baru, but kau still here... and yup kau nampak dh biasa dgn keadaan sini sdgkan xsampai 3 bulan pun kau kat sini..."
okayyy...
the truth is... Im not that strong... keadaan yg buat aku cabar diri aku utk stay strong... aku yg kau tgk kt luar is not the same aku yg ada dlm my own room 😅
but again, when im thinking back all the thorn and probs shit yg terjadi, aku speechless... i wonder if aku is the same person or maybe i become a bit mature
no matter what happened, I always try to smile... even not a good one but I'm trying to smile...