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Ok I really need to vent for a few minutes here. Please don't take this the wrong way. I may just be in a bad mood. Maybe I'm over tired. I'm not really sure. But I'm sort of really pissed off right now. You know the whole point of having a boyfriend is to hang out with each other because you enjoy to. I really don't understand what I'm doing wrong but for some reason Chris isn't exactly jumping at any chance to hang out with me. I feel like the times he does want to hang out with me are when he's free. Nothing better to do. He tells me that thats not the truth at all, that he loves hanging out with me, but I'm REALLY getting the vibe that I'm just a fill in when his plans fall through or when he wants some. I HATE this. I am usually pretty laid back when it comes to breaking plans or whatever. But this is pure BULLSHIT. He told me he wanted to hang out with me this weekend, he wanted to see me on friday. So I didn't make plans. So we were supposed to hang out tonight until he decided that going to see his friends band was more important. Now I'm just annoyed. You know its one thing if he already had plans to go out to see his friend play...its another thing if he had plans with me and at the last minute broke them. It's just a pain, cause I could have made other plans. He was supposed to go with me to my aunts tomorrow too but now hes going to mohegan sun for a friends surprise party.....grrrrfjdskfhkjafhdksjhfkljhalfjkshalfjk.

Ok and now he just called and said hes coming over. I hate people like this roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fjdkslfjkl;fhsdjklfhjksdafhjklsdfhs

DIE.