Jul 06, 2005 12:39
I want to get married. Not because I think I'm ready for marriage...but simply because I think that it would be much easier than the dating world. Married people don't have to figure out why they can't date around, married people don't have to worry about who or not they are going to date. Usually married people have the person they want to spend the rest of their lives with and if anyone has a problem or tries to mess it up all they have to do is say; " Sorry, I'm married."
I'm sorry to all of those people who have been hurt by my actions. I'm sorry that I'm not good at making up my mind. I'm sorry that sometimes I feel things that I shouldn't feel and end up with more in my mouth than I can chew...but thats me. Take it or leave it. I mess up on a daily basis...and this is ONLY one of the many that you will experience while being involved in my life. So if you want to back out, I will understand. But I'm giving you a heads up now, that this is not the first mistake I will make.
I was just sitting here at 4F listening to a grandmother talking to her granddaughter. And its funny because when people talk to infants, or toddlers, they aren't talking to them...they are actually talking at them. " Did you have fun at the pool today? How was the water? Did you have fun in the water?!( SILENCE) Yes you did, didn't you?! What am I gonna do with you?!" Even tho that grandmother pretty much had a whole conversation with herself, she knew the answers before she asked them. That little kid didn't have to say a damn thing. I wish I was a kid again sometimes, so I wouldn't have to say anything. So people could just talk at me. hdjkfsdhksjfhskaj
This weekend I am going to mass to see my aunt and the girls. My aunt emailed me telling me that the girls have lice. Ew. I don't want to get that. Sorta scary, I'm hoping that that was an old email and that the bugs are gone now.
I'm also hoping that I will be able to meet up with Kdawg maybe at the beach or something. I'm excited too cause I just got a cute new bathing suit! And I'm actually tan! Imagine...a redhead- tan! K well kayla is coming back soon, so I have to cut this short.
Peace out hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmies. :/