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ANGRY ANGEL ✗ imogen heap
this is an obsession a kind of aggression with himself it's the way he'll always be he loves to rebel to go against his ten commandments for him that's just being free and he always will get his thrills the only way he knows how well it might make you frown but he loves being that dove roaming where he cares to go to a state of mind that no-one knows over there stands my angry angel and he's shaking his head in disgrace with me over there stands my angry angel and he's frowning like hell but i'm not feeling guilty over and over again more and more for the pain to release himself from this shell time after time you may glare at him like something drawn up from hell but that's just his cover for what is under it all his imagination his passion for a creation which he has discovered uncovered a world of amazing sensations his own little nation
SCREAM UNTIL YOU'RE COUGHING UP BLOOD ✗ against me!
everything you thought that it would be everything you thought you were living for is completely fucked this is no place to be if we don't get out of here right now we're just gonna end up drunk fucking and fighting and working machines if i have another cigarette if i drink another beer sit quiet another time when i should've said oh this is too much there are things i never wanted to be this ship has sprung a leak and i'll be damned if i'm going down with it still breathing at any cost
THE POINT OF IT ALL ✗ amanda palmer
it's better to waste the day watching the scenery change at a comatose rate than to put yourself in it and turn into one of those cigarette ads that you hate but while you were sleeping some men came around said they had some dimensions to take i'm not sure what they were talking about but they sure made a mess of your face but still no-one can stare at the wall as good as you my baby doll and you're aces for playing along you're almost human even now and just 'cause they call themselves experts doesn't mean sweet fuck all they've got the permanent press and homes with a stable address and they've got excitement and life by the fistful but you've got the needle i guess that's the point of it all
BARBARIAN ✗ august burns red
chaos brings order who will you allow to lead you blindly until the end you're like a little girl with a stupid crush we all sing glory we all choke ourselves with our own ignorance there is so much more to life than your stupid desires nothing is everything and everything is something confused troubled finding the meaning is looking through the vivid transparencies dance the night away because tomorrow we will look back and talk about good times now gone forever trace lines around the image of your choice
NOTHING GETS CROSSED OUT ✗ bright eyes
i just want someone to walk in front and i'll follow the leader like when i fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush started carrying her books and doing lots of drugs i almost forgot who i was but came to my senses now i'm tryin' to be assertive i'm making plans wanna rise to the occasion yeah meet all of their demands but all i do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers i know i should be brave but i'm just too afraid of all this change and it's too hard to focus through all of this doubt i keep making these to do lists but nothing gets crossed out
THE SMALL PRINT ✗ muse
i hope you've seen the light 'cause nobody cares they're just pretending i'll sell your memories for 15 pounds per year but you can keep the bad days say it'll make you insane and i'm bending the truth you're to blame for all the life that you'll lose and you'll watch this space and i'm going all the way and be my slave to the grave i'm the priest god never paid
THE FIGHT SONG ✗ marilyn manson
nothing suffocates you more than the passing of everyday human events isolation is the oxygen mask you make your children breathe in to survive but i'm not a slave to a god that doesn't exist and i'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit and when we were good you just closed your eyes so when we are bad we'll scar your minds fight fight fight fight you'll never grow up to be a big-rock-star-celebrated-victim-of-your-fame they'll just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today
SORRY BUNCH ✗ the dresden dolls
we're a sorry bunch the odds of it are such a drag my darling i could have lost a hand you should look where you are going guy i could have lost my life but i would lose a hundred fights just as long as you were on my side we're a sorry bunch the odds of it are such a bummer darling so you were lost in thought it won't help now to say you're sorry 'cause they could have knocked us off but i would skip a hundred parties just as long as you were invited just as long as nobody knew just as long as you were invited just as long as nobody knew that we were high