life...
Goodevening everyone. Wow, where to begin, its been so long, it seems i'm making a habit of not posting for long periods of time. I lost my job. Yes i think i should start there. A bit depressed about it. But worse than that, at the same time i lost my job i realized i was unhappy in the 2yr relationship i'm in, for the 3rd time i believe. But each time is more apparent. I've tried to break it off twice before...and both times, 3 including this recent one, she's convinced me to not leave...albeit they were good reasons...neither have a place to go...or money...so its only logical to live together unless i feel like living on the streets and sending her to the same place. But the time is never right. I ache inside, i feel like my feet are nailed to the floor, like i'm not moving forward nor back. Does anyone ever feel that way? And worse yet, this has all happend a week before i sign another lease...so if i do what is right...and stay w/ her...i am stuck for another year...but, what can i do? For those of you who do not understand my position, i am 21 and about 8 of those years were spent in a relationship. I need freedom. One day it will come...
Much love to those who read this,
Dan
Much love to those who read this,
Dan