You ARE the irreplaceable flower Chapter 3
Title: You ARE the irreplaceable flower chapter 3
Author: Fangirl Sarah
Pairing: GacktxYou
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, AU, smut
Summary: What if You left?
Notes: I'm so cold, dear god! >< maybe some yummy smut action will warm me up. Lol
I don't own crap
You laughed as Gackt made his way between the violinist's legs, the singer purring loudly. Gackt smiled widely and hugged his darling, kissing his neck and face. "You chaaaan!" Gackt sang. "I'm so excited!"
You cooed and kissed the man deeply, the two melting together as lovers. Gackt purred and slid his hands down You's thighs, gripping them gently. You slowly began removing Gackt's clothes, the singer placing kisses over You's collarbone. Soon the two were nude, gently against each other, not wanting to rush anything. Gackt slid his hand down and gently massaged You's organ to full erection, still gently kissing the taller man. "Baby, you're so gorgeous." Gackt whispered. You smiled and spread his legs wider, trying to usher Gackt inside. Gackt reached over to their bed stand and pulled out a tube of lube, slathering it on his own erection before tossing it to the side, and steadying himself over You. The two shared a deep kiss as Gackt pushed all the way in, holding his position so You could get used the stretching.
You pulled his mouth away, hissing in pleasure. "God, Gakku." he groaned. Gackt gave a shakey breath as he pulled back and pushed back in. "I love you more than you can comprehend." Gackt moaned. You curved his hips so every thrust was met with a downward push. "Gakku, I'd die without you." You whispered. the two locked eyes, their bodies moving extremely slow and sweetly.
"I can't wait You chan....Jesus, I can't wait..."
***
Gackt sighed and set down his empty bottle of vodka, stumbling a bit as he did so. Ju-ken sighed as he shook his head.
"Man you're fucking trashed." he murmured. Gackt turned around, in slight drunken anger.
"Shush up!" the drunk singer yelled, nearly falling. he gripped the counter to keep him from falling. "I don't need to hear your mouth talking!" Gackt stumbled over to his couch, collasping on the cushions. "Everything keeps spinning." Gackt chuckled. "Make me some fucking food." he yelled. Ju-ken sighed and shook his head. He never saw Gackt this bad. Ju-ken began busying himself with making Gackt some ramen, figuring the hot chicken broth would relax the singer.
Gackt sighed and reached for another bottle, before it was suddenly snatched away from his grasp. Gackt groaned and looked up, seeing a blur of pink before things came into focus. "....Cha?" he slurred. Cha sighed and took the bottle of vodka with him as he walked in the kitchen. Ju-ken turned and looked at Chacha.
"Hi, baby." Ju-ken chirped. Cha sighed as he unscrewed the bottle, dumping the contents of it in the sink. "He's been drunk for three days straight now, I swear to god." he grunted. Ju-ken nodded as he began cooking the noddles in the chicken broth. "I know, man. Every time I take the alcohol away, he seems to pull one out of his ass." Chacha shook his head and tossed the bottle in the trash. "You can't stop crying, he just sobs and sobs. I can't get him to calm down for a second. I want to know what the fuck happened between those two."
Jun-ji shyly walked in the kitchen, rubbing the back of his head. "Has he passed out yet?" he murmured. Chacha nodded his head as he began looking through Gackt's kitchen, trying to find the alcohol Gackt usually had stocked up.
As the band talked, thinking Gackt had passed out, the singer had actually fallen to the floor, crawling slowly over to a table across the room. He hummed and grabbed one of his cell phones, clumsily opening it. Gackt sang to himself as he reached under the couch, pulling out a bottle of expensive Jack Daniels. the singer took a large mouthful as he opened his phone, swaying a bit. The singer dialed You's phone, laying down and chugging the alcohol. As expected, he got You's voice message.
"Youuu-chaaaan! Baby, why haven't I heard from you? You-chan, come home, I'll make it right again." He purred, his eyes fluttering shut as his world darkened. "I'll make it right again, baby doll." Gackt groaned and dropped the phone, entering the world of drunken darkness. Cha came back into the room, his eyes widening. "FUCK!" The guitarist ran over to the passed out man, yelling for someone to call 9-1-1.
~~~
You sighed as he hugged his knees to his chest, sitting on his lonely couch. A soft vibrating caught his attention, indicating he was getting a call from his cell. The blonde sighed and picked it up, seeing Cha's name and number.
"Moshi moshi?"
"He's in the hospital, they're pumping his stomach right now. He got alcohol poisoning."
You's eyes grew wide, instantly tearing up. "....no." he whimpered. Cha sighed. "I'll come back and get you, Be ready." he murmured. You whimpered again and shut his phone, his body trembling badly. He hugged his body tighter, reducing to heaving sobs.
~~~
Gackt was stable, after his stomach had been pumped. He slept quietly in his hospital bed, looking older and drained of life. You was at his bedside, gently stroking his lover's hand. Cha was looking out the large window of the room, Ju-ken was channel surfing, and Jun-ji was merely sitting in a nearby chair, staring off in space. Cha narrowed his eyes, turning around.
"Okay, You, we're not going to ignore this issue any longer." You looked up at the older man, timidly. Ju-ken nodded, standing up. "Yeah, we're fucking family. You two just can't leave us out." he growled. You sniffled, his eyes filling with hot tears once more. He sighed and stood up, rubbing his face.
"...Do you guys remember a few months ago when I was gone a lot? ....I had a very radical procedure done." You looked down at his frail-looking lover. "Medical miracles are nothing less than astounding these days....truly, nothing is impossible. Man has come a long way...." You trailed off for a moment, his body shaking softly. "They can even add and modify your own body, inside and out." You ran his fingers through Gackt's hair. "....I had Gackt's sperm modified and had it inserted into me. It was to be fused with a singular egg, which would have made it so I actually COULD have a baby living inside of me."
Cha and Ju-ken's eyes and jaws were wide open, feeling numb. Jun-ji sighed and rubbed the back of his head, shifting in his seat. You's voice shook with tears now. "...I was pregnant with Gackt's baby." he whispered. Tears now flowed down You's cheeks like waterfalls. "But I miscarried it!" the tall man then collasped in his chair, sobbing extremely hard. Cha covered his mouth, his eyes filling with tears. You sniffled and placed his hands on his belly. "We wanted it so badly!" he cried, letting all his misery and frustration out. "We were so happy." he continued sobbing. "But it just happened! I woke up and I was surrounded by blood. Jun-ji found me and took me to the hospital before Gackt could see me covered in blood."
You took a deep breath, trying to calm down. "...I don't know if I can truly be with him again...I wanted to give him a baby so badly...but I couldn't do it. I'm ashamed." He sighed and grabbed his coat. "I can't be in here right now." he whispered, rushing out of the room. Ju-ken and Cha were still frozen in shock. Jun-ji sighed and shook his head. ".....Gackt saw the blood when he got home...he saw everything." he whispered.
Author: Fangirl Sarah
Pairing: GacktxYou
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, AU, smut
Summary: What if You left?
Notes: I'm so cold, dear god! >< maybe some yummy smut action will warm me up. Lol
I don't own crap
You laughed as Gackt made his way between the violinist's legs, the singer purring loudly. Gackt smiled widely and hugged his darling, kissing his neck and face. "You chaaaan!" Gackt sang. "I'm so excited!"
You cooed and kissed the man deeply, the two melting together as lovers. Gackt purred and slid his hands down You's thighs, gripping them gently. You slowly began removing Gackt's clothes, the singer placing kisses over You's collarbone. Soon the two were nude, gently against each other, not wanting to rush anything. Gackt slid his hand down and gently massaged You's organ to full erection, still gently kissing the taller man. "Baby, you're so gorgeous." Gackt whispered. You smiled and spread his legs wider, trying to usher Gackt inside. Gackt reached over to their bed stand and pulled out a tube of lube, slathering it on his own erection before tossing it to the side, and steadying himself over You. The two shared a deep kiss as Gackt pushed all the way in, holding his position so You could get used the stretching.
You pulled his mouth away, hissing in pleasure. "God, Gakku." he groaned. Gackt gave a shakey breath as he pulled back and pushed back in. "I love you more than you can comprehend." Gackt moaned. You curved his hips so every thrust was met with a downward push. "Gakku, I'd die without you." You whispered. the two locked eyes, their bodies moving extremely slow and sweetly.
"I can't wait You chan....Jesus, I can't wait..."
***
Gackt sighed and set down his empty bottle of vodka, stumbling a bit as he did so. Ju-ken sighed as he shook his head.
"Man you're fucking trashed." he murmured. Gackt turned around, in slight drunken anger.
"Shush up!" the drunk singer yelled, nearly falling. he gripped the counter to keep him from falling. "I don't need to hear your mouth talking!" Gackt stumbled over to his couch, collasping on the cushions. "Everything keeps spinning." Gackt chuckled. "Make me some fucking food." he yelled. Ju-ken sighed and shook his head. He never saw Gackt this bad. Ju-ken began busying himself with making Gackt some ramen, figuring the hot chicken broth would relax the singer.
Gackt sighed and reached for another bottle, before it was suddenly snatched away from his grasp. Gackt groaned and looked up, seeing a blur of pink before things came into focus. "....Cha?" he slurred. Cha sighed and took the bottle of vodka with him as he walked in the kitchen. Ju-ken turned and looked at Chacha.
"Hi, baby." Ju-ken chirped. Cha sighed as he unscrewed the bottle, dumping the contents of it in the sink. "He's been drunk for three days straight now, I swear to god." he grunted. Ju-ken nodded as he began cooking the noddles in the chicken broth. "I know, man. Every time I take the alcohol away, he seems to pull one out of his ass." Chacha shook his head and tossed the bottle in the trash. "You can't stop crying, he just sobs and sobs. I can't get him to calm down for a second. I want to know what the fuck happened between those two."
Jun-ji shyly walked in the kitchen, rubbing the back of his head. "Has he passed out yet?" he murmured. Chacha nodded his head as he began looking through Gackt's kitchen, trying to find the alcohol Gackt usually had stocked up.
As the band talked, thinking Gackt had passed out, the singer had actually fallen to the floor, crawling slowly over to a table across the room. He hummed and grabbed one of his cell phones, clumsily opening it. Gackt sang to himself as he reached under the couch, pulling out a bottle of expensive Jack Daniels. the singer took a large mouthful as he opened his phone, swaying a bit. The singer dialed You's phone, laying down and chugging the alcohol. As expected, he got You's voice message.
"Youuu-chaaaan! Baby, why haven't I heard from you? You-chan, come home, I'll make it right again." He purred, his eyes fluttering shut as his world darkened. "I'll make it right again, baby doll." Gackt groaned and dropped the phone, entering the world of drunken darkness. Cha came back into the room, his eyes widening. "FUCK!" The guitarist ran over to the passed out man, yelling for someone to call 9-1-1.
~~~
You sighed as he hugged his knees to his chest, sitting on his lonely couch. A soft vibrating caught his attention, indicating he was getting a call from his cell. The blonde sighed and picked it up, seeing Cha's name and number.
"Moshi moshi?"
"He's in the hospital, they're pumping his stomach right now. He got alcohol poisoning."
You's eyes grew wide, instantly tearing up. "....no." he whimpered. Cha sighed. "I'll come back and get you, Be ready." he murmured. You whimpered again and shut his phone, his body trembling badly. He hugged his body tighter, reducing to heaving sobs.
~~~
Gackt was stable, after his stomach had been pumped. He slept quietly in his hospital bed, looking older and drained of life. You was at his bedside, gently stroking his lover's hand. Cha was looking out the large window of the room, Ju-ken was channel surfing, and Jun-ji was merely sitting in a nearby chair, staring off in space. Cha narrowed his eyes, turning around.
"Okay, You, we're not going to ignore this issue any longer." You looked up at the older man, timidly. Ju-ken nodded, standing up. "Yeah, we're fucking family. You two just can't leave us out." he growled. You sniffled, his eyes filling with hot tears once more. He sighed and stood up, rubbing his face.
"...Do you guys remember a few months ago when I was gone a lot? ....I had a very radical procedure done." You looked down at his frail-looking lover. "Medical miracles are nothing less than astounding these days....truly, nothing is impossible. Man has come a long way...." You trailed off for a moment, his body shaking softly. "They can even add and modify your own body, inside and out." You ran his fingers through Gackt's hair. "....I had Gackt's sperm modified and had it inserted into me. It was to be fused with a singular egg, which would have made it so I actually COULD have a baby living inside of me."
Cha and Ju-ken's eyes and jaws were wide open, feeling numb. Jun-ji sighed and rubbed the back of his head, shifting in his seat. You's voice shook with tears now. "...I was pregnant with Gackt's baby." he whispered. Tears now flowed down You's cheeks like waterfalls. "But I miscarried it!" the tall man then collasped in his chair, sobbing extremely hard. Cha covered his mouth, his eyes filling with tears. You sniffled and placed his hands on his belly. "We wanted it so badly!" he cried, letting all his misery and frustration out. "We were so happy." he continued sobbing. "But it just happened! I woke up and I was surrounded by blood. Jun-ji found me and took me to the hospital before Gackt could see me covered in blood."
You took a deep breath, trying to calm down. "...I don't know if I can truly be with him again...I wanted to give him a baby so badly...but I couldn't do it. I'm ashamed." He sighed and grabbed his coat. "I can't be in here right now." he whispered, rushing out of the room. Ju-ken and Cha were still frozen in shock. Jun-ji sighed and shook his head. ".....Gackt saw the blood when he got home...he saw everything." he whispered.