Dec 07, 2004 20:18
Meh...I have to go to my father's this weekend. I wish I could be down in Florida with Christen, celebrating her birthday...it was all I could do though to keep him from taking me for the whole week. I'm gonna miss my love's birthday...what kind of a spoony boyfriend am I? It's ridiculous. But hey, I need to get her address though so I can mail her presents. Trouble with that is, I dunno quite what to get her. I've got my ideas though...
I've been staying up till past 7 AM the past week. It's gotten me sick and miserable, but I did find out I love Maroon 5 (The Maroon 5? Whatever). Unfortunately....I'm sick. And yeah...I have to go to my dad's on Friday. Blah, it's a lucifericious week.
I'm disappointed with myself that I can't go to Christen's birthday bash thing she's doing on Saturday. I know there's nothing I can do about me not being able to be there and that she probably won't hold it against me and blah blah yadda and all that, but that doesn't change the fact that I still feel horrendous about not being able to be there. It's an injustice to her.
Meh, I just feel bad. Maybe it's because I'm sick or maybe it's because of the whole Christen situation. Maybe it's because of dad's place looming over everything. Know what? I say it's because of all three.
Hope everyone has the merriest week they can have, though. Talk to you all soon, hopefully!