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Hullo, the few people who read my ElJay.
Busy, busy week. Busy EVERYTHING.
I've got very little time to do anything but MOCK-UPS! I loooove doing it, but after a few hours I get bored ...
And I feel crappy in several ways. I'm kinda sick, I got drunk and got a very bad morning-after, I made out with a friend and want to do it again and feel guilty about it all and I feel crappy, summing it all up.
And it's kinda weird, becuase I haven't felt like that for a LONG TIME, since I decided to give up on love-caused sadness: I decided I wasn't going to fall in love again for a long long time, and tat I wasn't going to act the way I was acting last year. For a while it kinda worked out, but recently IT ISN'T. And maybe you can imagine why.
But I don't want to feel like that, so I'll try to think things through and be OK, if I can. =)
LUUUUUCK I NEED LUCK.
Busy, busy week. Busy EVERYTHING.
I've got very little time to do anything but MOCK-UPS! I loooove doing it, but after a few hours I get bored ...
And I feel crappy in several ways. I'm kinda sick, I got drunk and got a very bad morning-after, I made out with a friend and want to do it again and feel guilty about it all and I feel crappy, summing it all up.
And it's kinda weird, becuase I haven't felt like that for a LONG TIME, since I decided to give up on love-caused sadness: I decided I wasn't going to fall in love again for a long long time, and tat I wasn't going to act the way I was acting last year. For a while it kinda worked out, but recently IT ISN'T. And maybe you can imagine why.
But I don't want to feel like that, so I'll try to think things through and be OK, if I can. =)
LUUUUUCK I NEED LUCK.