this is me updating. haha
haha so im updating cause everyones going "update your livejournal" so here i am. updating my livejournal.
haha.
so. the only thing i can ramble on about forever is life
so lets talk about life shall we ladies and gentlemen?
hi this is gabs sister.. . . :)
that was my gay sister. haha, nah shes pretty cool.
sho lets see.
Well i cant really complain about life cause lifes pretty good besides the fact that im sick with pharyngitis. haha that jessh's mama gave me. but, i got friends that love me and that pretty much always there for me, i got a boyfriend whom i love and he actually respects me for who i am, home life doesnt matter, i dont wanna consider that a problem cause, everyones got home problems with the yelling and what not. haha. the only thing thats annoying is when mama's out of know where bitch at you for something you didnt even do. haha. i donno if its just my mama or what? haha. but my dads cool so tahts all that matters. i wonder whats gonna happen to him and georgina. if there gonna stay together, if there gonna get a divorce, if its gonna end in a good way. haha. who knows. my step brothers goin to college in august, thats crazy fuckin shit right there. damn dude. i've knwon him throughout his whole highschool years. and he still looks and acts the same. haha. my step sister is one crazy kid. i thought i was gonna be the one with the party life and she was the good kid, i guess things changed. I remember when she used to yell at me all the time for smokin weed, now shes the one who does it, ahaha fuckin fag . but theres nothin i can really do about it so whatev. me and her started a band :). its actually pretty cool. we have a song with lyrics and shit, and it sounds pretty good for us makin it in about 2 days. one day we'll recored it so everyone can hear, even though i doubt no one cares. speaking of bands, anyone hear nates gay new band lately? haha sorry, that was mean of me. but sure hes having fun, thats cool, but its so stupid and hes being such a hypocrite. he once told me and jess "im not gona sit around and wait for you to ahng out when its convenient for you" but now thats what hes doin to us, haha mostly jess. tahts so gay. its like. hey im gonna chill with my band Cryptic Fury (our old rap name) till about 2 or 3 THEN we'll hang out. haha what kind of bullshit is that. o and he FINALLY gave me the password to our thing. whata homo. haha. does anyone else like reading old shit that other people have said just to make you feel good about yourself? for some reason i love it. it makes me feel like such a better person. like if there was an old livejournal entry that said somethin nice about me. like there was this one livejournal entry where jess said somethin about how i never give up and im always there for her. i love reading shit like that, cause it makes me feel like i am there for her and i do never give up on trying to make her feel better. and that goes for anyone. maybe i'm just crazy. haha. who knows. summers been actually pretty good so far. but lately , all i can think about is how much i should cherish my life more because of that one night a year ago..god damn it makes me wonder what shit would be like now, where jess would be, who justin would be with, how everyones plans for that day where they were supposed to hang out with me, would be different, if stella and jeremy would be going out, and who some kids would go to if i wasnt around..damn dude it is just so fucking crazy and it just makes me wanna change who i am for the better. the next day after i got outta the hospital, i kept telling myself, "im gonan be a better person" and i guess that hasnt been workin out too much..haha. but everytiem i think about it, it makes me wanna change. damn. but we still have a whole month plus more left of summer and its amazing, hopefully my sickness gets done faster. haha. haha well im off, this should be enough rambling =)
haha.
so. the only thing i can ramble on about forever is life
so lets talk about life shall we ladies and gentlemen?
hi this is gabs sister.. . . :)
that was my gay sister. haha, nah shes pretty cool.
sho lets see.
Well i cant really complain about life cause lifes pretty good besides the fact that im sick with pharyngitis. haha that jessh's mama gave me. but, i got friends that love me and that pretty much always there for me, i got a boyfriend whom i love and he actually respects me for who i am, home life doesnt matter, i dont wanna consider that a problem cause, everyones got home problems with the yelling and what not. haha. the only thing thats annoying is when mama's out of know where bitch at you for something you didnt even do. haha. i donno if its just my mama or what? haha. but my dads cool so tahts all that matters. i wonder whats gonna happen to him and georgina. if there gonna stay together, if there gonna get a divorce, if its gonna end in a good way. haha. who knows. my step brothers goin to college in august, thats crazy fuckin shit right there. damn dude. i've knwon him throughout his whole highschool years. and he still looks and acts the same. haha. my step sister is one crazy kid. i thought i was gonna be the one with the party life and she was the good kid, i guess things changed. I remember when she used to yell at me all the time for smokin weed, now shes the one who does it, ahaha fuckin fag . but theres nothin i can really do about it so whatev. me and her started a band :). its actually pretty cool. we have a song with lyrics and shit, and it sounds pretty good for us makin it in about 2 days. one day we'll recored it so everyone can hear, even though i doubt no one cares. speaking of bands, anyone hear nates gay new band lately? haha sorry, that was mean of me. but sure hes having fun, thats cool, but its so stupid and hes being such a hypocrite. he once told me and jess "im not gona sit around and wait for you to ahng out when its convenient for you" but now thats what hes doin to us, haha mostly jess. tahts so gay. its like. hey im gonna chill with my band Cryptic Fury (our old rap name) till about 2 or 3 THEN we'll hang out. haha what kind of bullshit is that. o and he FINALLY gave me the password to our thing. whata homo. haha. does anyone else like reading old shit that other people have said just to make you feel good about yourself? for some reason i love it. it makes me feel like such a better person. like if there was an old livejournal entry that said somethin nice about me. like there was this one livejournal entry where jess said somethin about how i never give up and im always there for her. i love reading shit like that, cause it makes me feel like i am there for her and i do never give up on trying to make her feel better. and that goes for anyone. maybe i'm just crazy. haha. who knows. summers been actually pretty good so far. but lately , all i can think about is how much i should cherish my life more because of that one night a year ago..god damn it makes me wonder what shit would be like now, where jess would be, who justin would be with, how everyones plans for that day where they were supposed to hang out with me, would be different, if stella and jeremy would be going out, and who some kids would go to if i wasnt around..damn dude it is just so fucking crazy and it just makes me wanna change who i am for the better. the next day after i got outta the hospital, i kept telling myself, "im gonan be a better person" and i guess that hasnt been workin out too much..haha. but everytiem i think about it, it makes me wanna change. damn. but we still have a whole month plus more left of summer and its amazing, hopefully my sickness gets done faster. haha. haha well im off, this should be enough rambling =)