there is the dream... one right thing today
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I CAN GET MY HEAD IN PLACE.. I FEEL AS IF I WAS IN SOMEONE ELSE'S HOUSE.. AND YOU WANT SOMETHING BUT CAN'T ASK FOR IT BECAUSE IT'S JUST NOT YOUR HOUSE.. IT UPSETS YOU BUT YOU UNDERSTAND IT.. STILL UPSETS YOU.. BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MUCH SOMETHING UPSETS YOU.. EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW YOU LOST THE BATTLE ALREADY.. THE SAME THINGS STILL BUGS YOU.. LIKE A STONE IN YOUR SHOE.. WHAT IS THE POINT OF TALKING ABOUT IT, I KNOW I AM WRONG JUST BY FEELING THIS WAY.. I DON'T NEED TO HEAR IR FROM SOMEONE ELSE... SO I KEEP IT TO MYSELF.. I AM GRUMPY.... UGGHHHH...