Thankyou Eli, You make me sorry that I ever called you a friend. May you recieve your reward. I hope that you learn how to be a friend. I wish you luck In life, also please do not speak to me ever again. you broke your word therefore you are no longer a credible person. I hope you take your word and actions more seriously in the future, also dont EVER blame me for a folowing of my heart and a confirmation of prayer about what I was questioning. Dont judge lest ye be judged. Sound a bit familliar? If not then dont clame to be what you arent. Thanks for not taking sides and still bieng my friend when the relationship you deemed to fail did. i have said too much already too you about MY failed relationship. You were not a part of it, he was. So if He has anything to say to me so be it. But you were never a part of the relationship so you should keep your mouth shut. I never told you how to you how to live your life or what to do about loving someone you had to let go because you didnt feel right about the whole thing.So please just drop the attitude, the only person who has not given me some snide remark is my ex. Fancy that. If you wish to respond please dont hesitate to call me. So good night and good luck. N. P.
If you don't ever wish me to speak to you again, then you should've stayed quiet. I'm not sorry I or you ever called me a friend. I'm sorry you believed something that had no credibility. You had no facts, no proof, and no reason to believe someone who cared about you so much would cheat on you just like that. How could you be so paranoid? How could you give such a thought any consideration? He actually cared about you. He may even have loved you. I deemed it to fail based on the EXACT reason it did - You were paranoid about the relationship. You thought that just because he had a past, that he would continue on that trend. Great way to make assumptions (if that's the case). Or, you thought that you were SO unlovable or that there was just NO way that God Him/Herself would allow you to be happy for an extended period of time that your mind formed some warped and perverted concept that you willingly bought WITH NO PROOF of it occuring. So you broke up with him on a whim. Over the phone.... now THAT'S CHEAP and LOW. You didn't even have the fucking guts to face him, and you still can't. How pathetic. For whatever you reasoning is, it was sad and stupid. It's too bad you couldn't trust him, and if you couldn't trust your own boyfriend, you never deserved him anyway.
Oh and by the way.... don't ever speak to me about "claiming to be something they're not" I never claimed to be perfect, I never claimed to be a good person. I claim to be an asshole, a jerk, and realistic. You think you're so high and mighty, and that I choose sides and I'm so horrible? What about you.... you bitch at your 'friends' for talking to Jo-Jo. You griped at Bow for hanging out with Wynne, you talked shit about Wynne behind her back. You bitched at people who were friends with people YOU don't like, just because what? You wanted them on YOUR side? They don't care. Their friends are their friends no matter what you have to say about anyone. It's all DRAMA. That's all it is, that was all you were spouting.
We don't need anymore drama in the world. I don't care who you spew your whiney opinion to, just don't think it's going to loose me any friends. If they have the lack of mind to not check up on shit people say and find out facts, and come to their own conclusion rather then buying into someone elses, then they never deserved my friendship anyway.
And who are you to try and tell me I need to learn how to be a friend?! You are the one who fell from grace. You wronged MY friend, you left him based on a STUPID FUCKING NOTION as I've said over and over again. You had no REASON no PROOF, no FACT to follow.... followed your heart?! BULLSHIT! You followed the paranoid little imp on your shoulder telling you to do something completely irrational and justify it as "keeping yourself from getting hurt... again" or some other stupid crap! You couldn't trust a man who deserved your total trust, honesty and loyalty, and you could only give him ONE of the three.... You obviously didn't trust him, and you were obviously not honest with him since I believe the exchange was: Joe: "Who told you that?" Nicci: *paraphrased*"I'm not at liberty to say." What the fuck is that?! You can't even have the decency to own up to your descision!! You are weak.
If you think you can leave a message like that for me, then here's me being an asshole, here's me being high and mighty. Here's me judging. You are a bitch. You are a child. You are insecure and infested with drama. If you are going to continue on your path of paranoia, do the world a favor and kill yourself. I am done with you. May I change my mind if you grow up. At least I admit I'm still a stupid child at heart.
yup you prove it so well. I hope you learn to keep your mouth shut soon. Beau talked shit about Wynne, so get your sources right. I hope you have a good life and die alone. Hell will be fun for you. Would you like me to kill myself? You want that on your conscience???????????? Do you??Watch what you say life has a balance. So have a nice life bieng miserable I am done with petty bullshit like you, them, and most of the people I know.Change sucks but most of the time its good. Bye Eli, may God give you justice.
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If you don't ever wish me to speak to you again, then you should've stayed quiet. I'm not sorry I or you ever called me a friend. I'm sorry you believed something that had no credibility. You had no facts, no proof, and no reason to believe someone who cared about you so much would cheat on you just like that. How could you be so paranoid? How could you give such a thought any consideration? He actually cared about you. He may even have loved you. I deemed it to fail based on the EXACT reason it did - You were paranoid about the relationship. You thought that just because he had a past, that he would continue on that trend. Great way to make assumptions (if that's the case). Or, you thought that you were SO unlovable or that there was just NO way that God Him/Herself would allow you to be happy for an extended period of time that your mind formed some warped and perverted concept that you willingly bought WITH NO PROOF of it occuring. So you broke up with him on a whim. Over the phone.... now THAT'S CHEAP and LOW. You didn't even have the fucking guts to face him, and you still can't. How pathetic. For whatever you reasoning is, it was sad and stupid. It's too bad you couldn't trust him, and if you couldn't trust your own boyfriend, you never deserved him anyway.
Oh and by the way.... don't ever speak to me about "claiming to be something they're not" I never claimed to be perfect, I never claimed to be a good person. I claim to be an asshole, a jerk, and realistic. You think you're so high and mighty, and that I choose sides and I'm so horrible? What about you.... you bitch at your 'friends' for talking to Jo-Jo. You griped at Bow for hanging out with Wynne, you talked shit about Wynne behind her back. You bitched at people who were friends with people YOU don't like, just because what? You wanted them on YOUR side? They don't care. Their friends are their friends no matter what you have to say about anyone. It's all DRAMA. That's all it is, that was all you were spouting.
We don't need anymore drama in the world. I don't care who you spew your whiney opinion to, just don't think it's going to loose me any friends. If they have the lack of mind to not check up on shit people say and find out facts, and come to their own conclusion rather then buying into someone elses, then they never deserved my friendship anyway.
And who are you to try and tell me I need to learn how to be a friend?! You are the one who fell from grace. You wronged MY friend, you left him based on a STUPID FUCKING NOTION as I've said over and over again. You had no REASON no PROOF, no FACT to follow.... followed your heart?! BULLSHIT! You followed the paranoid little imp on your shoulder telling you to do something completely irrational and justify it as "keeping yourself from getting hurt... again" or some other stupid crap! You couldn't trust a man who deserved your total trust, honesty and loyalty, and you could only give him ONE of the three.... You obviously didn't trust him, and you were obviously not honest with him since I believe the exchange was:
Joe: "Who told you that?"
Nicci: *paraphrased*"I'm not at liberty to say."
What the fuck is that?! You can't even have the decency to own up to your descision!! You are weak.
If you think you can leave a message like that for me, then here's me being an asshole, here's me being high and mighty. Here's me judging. You are a bitch. You are a child. You are insecure and infested with drama. If you are going to continue on your path of paranoia, do the world a favor and kill yourself. I am done with you. May I change my mind if you grow up. At least I admit I'm still a stupid child at heart.
~ Eli
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Hell will be fun for you. Would you like me to kill myself? You want that on your conscience???????????? Do you??Watch what you say life has a balance. So have a nice life bieng miserable I am done with petty bullshit like you, them, and most of the people I know.Change sucks but most of the time its good. Bye Eli, may God give you justice.
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