Jun 25, 2010 05:23
It's like 5:12 in the morning and I've been awake since 4. No idea why. Oh well, good thing I don't work today. I am meeting my mom at BJ's at 9 so that I can get a manicure and she can get a pedicure. Hopefully after that we'll grab a bite to eat. It should be a nice day.
The wedding is coming up quick!! It's all been kind of a blur since Shaun proposed. I just want to make sure that I try to keep the stress to a minimum. I keep having these dreams about the wedding and about how I'm so stressed out the entire day that I pretty much miss out on just enjoying it. Hopefully that won't happen. I know I'm going to enjoy the honeymoon. We are taking two weeks off and driving down to Florida to take a 1 week cruise through the Caribbean. We are going to stop and stay in Nashville on the way down and stop to see my brother Cory on the way down and on the way home. I'm pretty excited. :)
Ya know...in all honesty...I never thought I'd get married. I had actually gotten to a point in my life where I was ok w/ the thought of being single and not having kids, but then I met Shaun. Things with him were so easy, and they still pretty much are. I've never had any insecurities with him or I've never had to wonder what he's thinking or how he's feeling. In the almost three years we've been together we actually hardly ever fight. And when we do fight it's over silly little things. Like I said, it's just easy with him and that's how I know it's right and I know it's going to last. I'm so incredibly blessed.
The wedding is in 50 days and the closer it gets the more stuff there is to get done, of course. Just thinking about it makes me exhausted. Oh well, it's worth it. I think I'll get back to sleep so that I'm not dozing off during my manicure. Oh the tough life I live. ;)