Wow.
All I can say right now is wow.
I told Jenn and Ray today, and they took it... really well. Which, honestly, wasn't what I expected. I know, I'm pessimistic, I always expect the worse, then, I'm not disappointed when it happens.
What her reply said, was, basically, that she's happy that I'm doing something about making myself happy, and just happy for me, in general. And, when I voiced the fact that I was worried about Lake, her exact words were:
(7:36:12 PM) Jenn: Family has talked and everyone's fine.
(7:36:25 PM) Jenn: Lake has been told that if she has any specific questions, to talk to you directly.
(7:38:21 PM) Jenn: She loves you no matter what as do we :-)
So, I'm all wired right now, utterly and completely. I'm shaken up, and I'm hyper, and I can't seem to get myself to stop bloody crying, which pisses me off.
Just, wow.
... Now I just have two more hurdles with the coming out completely up here. My Boss, and the rest of the people at evergreen. I'm more worried about my boss. Again, kinda need my job. Just a little bit. Still. Today? Today I bask in the omg, I told Jenn and Ray and Lake and I still have my friends. Yay.
And Mahin? Thanks. I needed the kick in the butt your last comment gave me. :-D
(edited: Changed Maheen to Mahin... sorry about the phonetic spelling. >_>() )
I told Jenn and Ray today, and they took it... really well. Which, honestly, wasn't what I expected. I know, I'm pessimistic, I always expect the worse, then, I'm not disappointed when it happens.
What her reply said, was, basically, that she's happy that I'm doing something about making myself happy, and just happy for me, in general. And, when I voiced the fact that I was worried about Lake, her exact words were:
(7:36:12 PM) Jenn: Family has talked and everyone's fine.
(7:36:25 PM) Jenn: Lake has been told that if she has any specific questions, to talk to you directly.
(7:38:21 PM) Jenn: She loves you no matter what as do we :-)
So, I'm all wired right now, utterly and completely. I'm shaken up, and I'm hyper, and I can't seem to get myself to stop bloody crying, which pisses me off.
Just, wow.
... Now I just have two more hurdles with the coming out completely up here. My Boss, and the rest of the people at evergreen. I'm more worried about my boss. Again, kinda need my job. Just a little bit. Still. Today? Today I bask in the omg, I told Jenn and Ray and Lake and I still have my friends. Yay.
And Mahin? Thanks. I needed the kick in the butt your last comment gave me. :-D
(edited: Changed Maheen to Mahin... sorry about the phonetic spelling. >_>() )