internet and mental instability
Well i manage to tap into the internet using all sorts of top secrect government satelites. Currently i am bouncing little signals through martian technology and atlantis. however this has been a week from hell. I found myself this afternoon (morning for all of you) with no real memory of what really has transpired for the past two days. I have been getting sick, and lonley, and dreaming of bad things. Work has been horrible due to malfunctionin equipment and the wrong parts being shipped. So by the time that i found the internet i was unable to process much information in a way that made sense. Hence some people may have recieved really creepy emails that dont explain my true feelings in their entirty. However at this point ive probably messed things up so bad anyway with people that it really doesnt matter anymore. It feels almost as if they are avoiding me any way.
Maybe i just need to get laid, however that does not seem to be the driving force right now behind me. All i really seems to want is for someone to listen. But it seems that im not the only one with problems this week. so ill just sit here and so what i can to make sure my friends are taken care of.... because im going to need A LOT of help in the time to come.
-bleg
nick
Maybe i just need to get laid, however that does not seem to be the driving force right now behind me. All i really seems to want is for someone to listen. But it seems that im not the only one with problems this week. so ill just sit here and so what i can to make sure my friends are taken care of.... because im going to need A LOT of help in the time to come.
-bleg
nick