I just had a weird and painful nightmare this morning...T^T
It hurt..T^T..the pain felt so real... *rubs my back*
Uh, this is what I hate about my dreams, they feel so real, even the pain...T^T..
Ok, this is my nightmare... oh yeah, for you who doesn't know yet, I often dream weird things and my dreams are all weird, adventure-fantasy type, and undigestable by logic. So, you've been warned. Here goes...
I was in a car with my brother-in-law's parents, an unknown driver, and Tora (this one was a big KYAAAH at first, but...let's continue). The 5 of us were having a trip, I didn't notice the streets or where we the car took us, I just I played with PSP on the back seat, next to Tora who was sleeping. And then, the car bumped hard, my PSP fell so I stopped playing. I looked out to the window and saw our car was crossing a rough road in the middle of a jungle O_o Vast green weeds everywhere but there was a big train rail near by. The place was very weird and I got a little freaked out when I saw the sky was cloudy dark, with thick clouds and running thunders.
"Where are we?" I asked, but my brother-in-law's father calmly answered, "Don't worry, the shaman's house is nearby. He's the greatest shaman I know and he can cure any illnesses. We're getting there."
"Huh? S-shaman? Why are you- no I don't want to go to a shaman!!" I shouted.
"Don't worry," he smiled to me. "We will cure him."
"Cure...him?"
And then heavy rain poured us like mad. It was so cold and dark. We drove further down to the jungle. The driver just drove forward with expressionless face. My bro-in-law's parents were smiling in that kind of situation, like the psycho smiles people found in horror movies. And what, they said we would go to a shaman??? Hell no way I would let them do that to me, then, I was thinking I needed to get out from there so, I turned to Tora. He was still sleeping...so handsome~ xD *slapped* but weird, I didn't fangirl out or went hyper in my dream.
"Hey, Tora, wake up!" I shook his shoulder, "we gotta go from here! Those crazy people are going to a crazy shaman!"
Then he regained consciousness, "Huh? What?"
"C'mon! We have to go!"
"No..." still, he looked cold and kakkoii~
"Huh, why? These people are crazy!"
"There's no other option...He said this shaman can cure me. You know...I'm fed up with this condition, so I have to give it a try." he looked away from me, seemed tired, but more like hopeless.
"Eh, what...what happened to you?"
"I'm tired you know?...I'm tired..."
Everybody was...weird. I didn't dare to say anything but I was freaked out I couldn't move! But then I knew Tora was in somekind of illness, he was very troubled by it but hadn't found the cure and that shaman my bro-in-law-father (let's call him Mr. A for short now) was talking about was his last hope.
Okay, then I saw the road ahead us, it was open sea! O_o But the driver didn't seem to brake or slow down, at that time I knew he would crash the car down to the ocean. I shouted but Mr. A said "It's okay, the shaman's house is below the ocean, magical isn't it?"
"No! This is madness!! No!! Nooo!! Stop the car!! Stop the car!! Stoooop!!!"
Nobody budged. Then I hit the window with my elbow, broke the glass down in order to create an exit. And suddenly the car stopped. Everybody looked up front.
"There's a Tsunami! Everybody run!" Mr. A suddenly shouted.
He's right. I saw a huge water coming from the sea in front of us. So huge like giant tower with dark clouds above, at that time I felt I was going to die, the end of the world. But no, I didn't want to die. I grabbed Tora's hand and took him out from the car and dragged him to run. He was kinda weak, unable to run fast, but I didn't want to lose him, so I cheered him to keep on running. My...is his illness that bad?
Mr. A and his wife spotted a house and told us to take a cover there. The Tsunami was getting nearer, we almost got to the house, then Tora fell. I tried to get him up again, but he slapped my hand. His cold face looked like he had no will to live.
"Go... just let me die. This might be the best for everyone."
"What are you saying! No way I will lose you! Hang on! Hey, Mr. A! Help me!"
And then Mr. A and the driver man helped carried Tora and we ran to the house.
We got into the house just in time before the Tsunami stroke, and wow, the small house was very strong and defended us well from Tsunami. And what wow again was that the interior of the small house was big! Like a giant hall and so many doors. And then we found out that that was a hotel indeed...-_-,... and everyone from the town gathered there to cover from Tsunami.
Mr. A met the hotel manager and gave us a room to stay. I heard their conversation that he wanted a special prison-like room for Tora, with surveilance system and chain. O_o...I was very confused there with what exactly was happening to Tora and his illness, and the prison scared me.
And then I saw the manager told the security guys to take Tora into the special surveilance room. Plus, the guards came with rope and chains. Like a group of anti-terrorist officers, they grabbed the weak Tora and chained his hands, his feet.
"What are you doing?! Let him go! He's sick!" I shouted at the guards.
"He is sick, that's why Gabie." Mr. A stroke my shoulder and nodded.
"Don't tie him up then! You're hurting him! I can treat him if he's sick! Let me examine him!" <---(Examine Tora...my, that must be AWESOME! xDDDDDDDD, but the environment of my dream was serious, so no fangirling..geez..)
"No, you can't." Mr. A stopped me from following the guards who took Tora away. "He doesn't want you to be near him. Just stay away from him. You are forbidden to go near him from now on."
"What do you mean?! Does he hate me?"
"Gabie...I don't want you to regret things. Just don't see him anymore, not before he's cured."
With so much questions in my head, I went to my room for a rest. Mrs. A was with me, and she told me the great shaman would come tomorrow to cure Tora. I disliked shaman and insisted on medical approach, but she said it was impossible because Tora's illness was beyond our world..O_o..
Night came, I was reading something in my bed before I heard a ruckuss outside. I was curious of what happened, I jumped off from my bed and walked to the door and I heard a scream and cry. I stopped. Something bad happened outside and suddenly adrenalin rushed in my veins and the horror started. I noticed that Mrs. A wasn't there and I was alone. Scared, I opened the door and looked what happened outside.
Blood and corpses everywhere along the hallway. A massacre. Rain was still pouring heavily outside and plus the thunderclaps, added down to the horror scenery.
My instinct told me to find the adults who were with me before (Mr. & Mrs. A, and the driver) so I ran down the bloody hallway in search of them. My feet brought me to a kitchen, and I saw Tora was standing there, his back on me, with a bloody knife on his right hand. In front of him was a dead chef with his throat slit open.
I couldn't say or scream a word yet and Tora turned his head on his shoulder, and his wild eyes stroke me like the glance of evil beings. Slowly he turned to me and I could see blood all over his clothes, but that was not his, instead the people he killed! He walked to me, with his evil smirk, like he enjoyed all of this killing and then was going to kill me. At that time, I saw Mr. A and the driver suddenly jumped at Tora and pinned him down to the floor.
"Run, Gabie! I'll hold him off! Run!"
"W-w-w-what happened here?!"
At that time, Mr. A explained to me that Tora had a multiple personality disorder, and his split personality was a freak psycho killer. He had killed many before, he didn't want to but he couldn't control his split personality. Once he turned into the Evil-Tora, no one knew when he would return back to normal.
Those two were struggling to hold Tora, but seemed that two men weren't enough to hold the evil power. Scary...crazy mad man Tora is scary... I ran.
Suddenly the hotel interior seemed so confusing like a maze. I kept on running searching for exit but found none. I was just getting deeper and deeper and lost. Then I found a ball room. I saw my classmates were playing futsal happily..O_o..what the-! in all of this situation. I warned them of the evil-Tora but they didn't budge and asked me to join one of their team instead. I was upset and I kicked the ball off to nowhere, but they 'Boooo...'ed me and looked for the ball I kicked. At that time, I saw evil-Tora came behind the door and he killed my classmates..TT0TT...screams and cries all over the air..I didn't dare to look behind, I just ran.
I ran again and found a stair, with two cleaning services guys chatting in the middle. I warned them about evil-Tora and asked them to help me. But weird..they were lecturing me about how I should dress.
Man1: "Listen, miss...you should dress properly."
Man2: "Yes, it's not good for school of medicine's reputation."
Man1: "You shouldn't wear high heels, and you shouldn't run with them! You may break your ankle."
Man2: "And you shouldn't wear miniskirt. It's too short, what if your male friends think bad about it."
At that time I just noticed that I wore red tanktop, black hotpants, black stockings and yellow sparkly pumps O_o goodness!!! where on earth that stuffs stuck on to my body????!!! And hotpants???? pfffuf! hell yeah if I have thighs so perfect like Uruha!
"I wear anything I want, you can't complain." I said to the guys, forgetting the fact that evil-Tora was coming. Then I left the cleaning service guys and continued my running.
I arrived at a room, no more exit. I pushed the sofa and cupboard to cover the door, but before I finished it, Tora broke in. He smirked again, "Where are you running?" he walked toward me. Now that I called the image of him from my dream, I admit he was freaking hot at that time, but set aside those things where he was about to kill me!!!
"Don't come closer! Stop there!" I started to cry and beg him not to kill me.
Suddenly he jumped on me and pushed me down to the floor. He sat on my back and pinned me down I couldn't move. Totally scared to die, I couldn't do anything except begging for life. "Don't kill me, please, don't kill me," I kept on repeating those words in tears and fright. But, he laughed instead.
"Hey, tell me how to kill people." he bent his back and spoke closer to me. "I know you know how to kill people. You studied about it right? You know how to end people's life, either it's in painful way...or a quick death. You know what will happen if I slit the arteries, what will happen if I make a hole in the one's lungs, what will happen if I cut the spinal cord. You know how to kill, you know how to do it, don't you?"
"S-so, what about it?"
"Which one do you want?"
At that time I heard those words, I knew I was really going to DIE for sure...
"Just kill me quickly, please, I can't stand pain, please, kill me quick..." I cried.
"Hmm...is that what you want? But that's no fun~"
I closed my eyes, prayed to God helplessly.
Suddenly I had the strength to stand up. I pushed him and ran again. But then I felt a painful stroke on my back. It was so PAAAAAAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!! TT_TT I fell and yet another painful stung on my back. "You can't run" I heard. Anything after that, I felt nothing but the pain of a cold metal stabbing my back several times I could feel it cut into my spine and it DAMN hurt!!!!!! T_T The pain... it felt so REAL!!!!!! TT0TT
I screamed of the pain and finally woke up...
Still half-awake, I found myself crying, my back hurt..T_T..really hurt...the pain was still there...T_T...I rolled around my bed with my hands pressing my stinging back, until some times the pain relieved and I took some breath and my mind returned.
Shocked...
I found the entire killing thing was just a dream...but it was so real, and it was the pain that awaken me up...T_T...
This is the scariest and the most painful dream I ever had... ... the feeling of being murdered is so real...the feeling of dying...T_T...
My back hurts.. TT___TT...