So...
An update.... I had a wierd dream last night. I was drowning in a huge body of water. I don't remember how I got there... or why I got there. No matter how hard I swam I couldn't reach the surface. I'd get tired and embrace the fact I was dieing. I'd sink back down. But always when I was at the point of dieing. Something would happen and I would manage to get to the top and get a breath of air. After repeating this cycle several times. I eventually managed to stay a float. It was night time then. I looked up and the sky was beautiful. Billions of stars filled the sky it was gorgeous.
So yeah, I have yet to make any friends. I just sit around the house all day. Playing with my nieces and nephews. I make myself go out 3 days a week. But still nothing. I go visist my mom and them once a week. Not because I want to but so they don't get mad at me.
Thinking back I'm living a sad life now. I have no motivation to better myself. I'm already stuck back in my rutt. Yet I don't even care to get out....
So yeah, I have yet to make any friends. I just sit around the house all day. Playing with my nieces and nephews. I make myself go out 3 days a week. But still nothing. I go visist my mom and them once a week. Not because I want to but so they don't get mad at me.
Thinking back I'm living a sad life now. I have no motivation to better myself. I'm already stuck back in my rutt. Yet I don't even care to get out....