I took Gabriel out for the afternoon...

[gabriel_le]

and kept feeling like a woman in man's clothing...even with impromptu side-burns and guy-ish make-up.

It was a touch hard undoing Gabrielle from the night before. You can only make your hands change so often in a 24 hour period.

I do like the man-outfit though, except for the slight difficulty in breathing with a chest-binder.

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[gabriel_le]

it's not that bad actually...I was being *overly* sensitive about the content, warning people more like...It's only a paragraph long and not very descriptive...definately worksafe.

And that was my usual attire...I wasn't wearing "my pack" or my fake sideburns (cut hair and mascara) or my darker facial make-up.

[gabriel_le]

thank you.

This is something I have been exploring off and on since I was 14/15...I felt I was stuck in the wrong body sometimes - I had to shave my head to see how feminine I really was, and then put this struggle on the shelf. It wasn't too important if you were asexual and wanting to be a nun...

...I'm grateful that I have a supportive enough social support network that I could not only take this out again, but have suggestions and encouragement for how to explore it.

I am looking forward to my hair cut. =D

[gabriel_le]

*g*

don't worry. I like my body, and it's only on rough days when I think about doing something drastic. I am *very* hesitant to do anything permanent (either to it, or commiting to marriage, or getting a mortgage) because I know how quickly and how widely I can shift.

*hugs* and thanks