So I haven't been writing as much as I should be. I guess its time for another one of those update posts I do.
Worked for 3 different companies. UGH I should have posted about all the ridiculous things that were going on at the boutique I was working at. Lets just say, Narcotics trafficking, drag queens, prostitution, high end clothing at bargain prices, illegal immigration, cuties galore. ....I don't even know where to start or end so that will just be enough on that. I was working for FedEx for a few months too. That however, went bust. I think that they are hiring people and letting them go before they hit their probationary period date so as not to spend more money on benefits and such. I got laid off on my day off. I belong in the Friday movie. So yeah. I'm looking for employment right now. Again. Good times.
I've started to get a little active in the whole "bear" community out here in LA. I never really went out and met people like that but its nice to know there is a niche group for everyone. Including guys like me I guess. Its been fun so far meeting new people and partying galore. As usual though groups like this can be a little cliquey and I don't want to get dragged into that...
Although:
I met a boy I really like. The problem with this is that he lives very far away. There's already been some drama going on because of it, but none of it is really his fault. I think the main thing is that neither of us are really willing to put ourselves out there. I think... he's not really ready for a relationship. Honestly I don't think I am either. But if I was, he would be the guy. Its just too complicated. Maybe I'm just waiting to be swept off my feet. For once. ...Damn I'm gay.
Family is as family always will be. Angie's pregnant again. Which means I'm going to get to enjoy babysitting kid number 5. Joy. All sarcasm aside her kids save my life every time I see them. Miguel's graduating high school in a few weeks. He's... He just kicks so much ass. One thing that I always am grateful for is that we are always there for one another. My friends are all doing their thing. Grace has finally graduated from CSUN and is going to Wyoming to be a counselor for some youth group over the summer. All of us are in agreement that she needs to get laid. Sarah keeps inviting me to her BDSM parties. I do want to go but I keep getting sidetracked every time I agree to it. She's enjoying her life as a bum and going the whole nine yards. I'm doing her dreadlocks on Saturday. L.... is freaking lame. He's back with the whore of Babylon. But otherwise doing well. I miss Jimmy. He's grown up and I feel like I should be growing up like him too. But Iono. Friends grow apart. Such is life. But he's one of those buds that I'm gonna miss. Vania has just had her baby girl Victoria. Its still hard to imagine her as a mom but there it is. Speaking of moms, Kelly is doing wonderfully as a momma. Haven't seen Turkey in a while. But that's the way we work I guess.
The year is pretty much halfway done. I've got a lot to get done by the time its over.