Oct 02, 2011 22:54
I have thrown in the towel finally again!giving away my pride and do all shit! Although i have been telling myself never to sucumb and allow myself to get hurt!but i still did!SMART ME!Can you really just tell me??whats the meaning of "if all these never had happen maybe i wont get to hear all these stuffs for the past 2 consecutive nights"???? It just so mind fucking!Why did everything just stop all of a instant???i put down my pride and begin doing stupid stuffs i nv thought i would be doing again.but hey look get what i get back in return????Will u event tell me what i have done wrongly???I feel like i am being shot down straight when i dont even know the reason for u doing so!
Trust me, i dont know when but u have started to taken a spot and u really mean so much to me right now at this instance!I tried,i tried distancing myself and putting up a resistance all along! But i am sorry for being weak and u played by the ear and now??! So i am suppose to figure out all this shit by myself?? Well Thanks i will!
Done, I am so done with it!probably i really had make a mistake by doing so and i only feel the pain after getting hit!Yeapp fweel so much better now!shouldnt let u really ruin the little positivity that i am left inside!